shotgunnxwedding

2009-08-04T16:31:00.000+08:00

hey guys sorry for the absence,

three words to describe my past few weeks.

i hate it SO MUCH in there!
see! NS really stupify people.

on the bright side. i have a nice tan (fucking burnt) and nice developing muscles (ACHE). truth is, i'm fucking burnt and i'm aching everywhere. SUCKS.

why cant singapore just stop forcing cute young boys like me to serve NS?!

yea ANYWAY, i've pass out as you guys know, and i've been posted out for rea work. lol but mine not really a real work. but still okay la not bad.

i'm participating in the NDP 09. so catch me up in the parade. OR during the march around the City. catch it at esplanade to fullerton hotel to padang back to esplanade. so hurry down to Marina bay this Sunday! lol. okay done.

Mask

2009-07-19T09:33:00.003+08:00

seriously, i damn craving for cinnamon melt right now. haha. eventhough yesterday i just had one. =.= GOSH!

alright, yesterday after gym swim. wen to my cousin house, den headed back to woodlands to meet up with ema. when shopping bought some shirts and boxer. haha. *actually intending to get a shoe for myself, but....* anyway yea, then we headed to marina square chill while waiting for shaf and dan to join us. while waiting we make a funny video. seriously nothing better to do. haha. after that we waited for fireworks. afterwhich, plan to go dhouby ghaut ended up in bugis had our dinner at zam zam restaurant. and headed back by train. lol. tadaaa~

senario of the day
- mad man on the loose in the bus, singing and screaming loudly to the Micheal Jackson tune -
*AOWW!! grab your scrotch*

pictures.

each time i see someone wear a mask i intend to give a big reaction i don know why. haha. just imagine someone walking on the street wearing a mask with a Black so called "Shades"?
errr im not saying that i wear that and walk on the street HELL NO i will ever do that. ahaha.

okay i will end my post here. going GYM!!!!~~
FACE THE DAY WITH A SMILE!

4 3 2 1 POC OHHH!!!!

2009-07-18T09:30:00.006+08:00

Hello Peeps!

haha. nothing much to update about my NS life. but im going to Pass out this coming THURSDAY!!!!! ATLAST! haha. my three month has finally come to an end. hahaha. woohoo.. even thou its just a ceremony due to the effing H1N1. SIGH!~

anyway here is just a little update for my last week event.
photo do the talking =)
oh ya i've catch transformer! lol. cool movie. touching ending. done.

FREE HOLIDAYS!

2009-07-09T09:40:00.007+08:00

hello readers.

yea im still wondering at home. lol. cox of some issue i cant book in. oh well, i got FREE HOLIDAY so trying to enjoy it. lol. so yea. went alot of places this week and discover new things and experience new stuff. its kinda cool for me. so how shud i start. i almost forgot what and where i got in sequence so i just roughly say out la ah.

hmm well i wen to KBOX the other night with gabriel, supposingly wanted to watch movie.. but~ end up in KBOX haha. so yea. first time entering KBOX, it was COOL! haha spend the night in there choosing song that are familiar. lol after that we wen all over town in one big circle, and i receive complain from him. lol. sorry. then we waited for our first train at raffles and off home. reach home at 7 and i got 10 min to bath and go out again as i have Motorcycle Practical lesson at 8. cool huh. intention to skip cox sleepy. but wasting my money so force myself to go. First time on bike was cool! haha its heavy but i can manage. lol. and i pass my stage one. waiting for stage 2 this sat. haha. so yea then i headed home to sleep. wake up at 3, bath and get ready for my appointment. lol slowly people will know what happen la hor.

so yea hmm k la i let the picture do some talking okay. i lazy to type. haha

The other night i when out with Ema, and Danial celebrating his belated birthday.

The birthday boy. haha.

PASSING OUT PARADE! COMING SOON!

2009-07-02T08:52:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps!

LAW TEST OVER!!!! GO GO GO ALEH ALEH ALEH! hahaha. Very Very Very happy with my percentage. haha. i Shall see the overall outcome of my performance. i hope i get what ive been targeting for =) hehe. POP in 2 WEEKS TIME!!! haha. getting excited haha. woohoo kk shh.

yea i am home from yesterday. got a Block leave. but unfortunately, im down with fever. OH-MY-GOD. yesterday went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital for check up. at first they thought that im suspected to have a TUMOR growing on my throught?! TUMOR! oh gosh. as i having a severe sore throat. so i have to "warded" in for a few hours. after x-ray, test all. they find out its just a Tonsillitis Bacteria infection. so they give some Jap and antibiotic and im off to home at 2 am. thanks to adam for fetching me yea. sorry to have trouble you :).

yea anyway as for today i don really got a plan in mind. but see how, ppl ask me out i go out. Terms and Condition Apply ;)

k la i shall end my short post here =) take care peeps!

Hello Hello Hello!

2009-06-28T09:50:00.008+08:00

yo everybody. haha its sunday morning.
well this week is my most stressful week. got to study for my LAW TEST! arghh!! stress. but no matter what i still have time to go out. lol!

yesterday which is Saturday, Morning i went for a jog and then i head back home. then i went out with my ITE bandmates. Gabriel, Joanne, Fahrizah, Felicia and KK to town. had lots of fun eventhough its very tiring. haha some of them change and some still the same. haha. yea then we get to catch the NDP first Rehearsal with fireworks. haha its kinda boring for me. haha oh well maybe its their first rehearsal. saw my fellow SPF mates. we hang around at TCC, KFC, Subway and Pastamania. after that everyone headed to their own ways home. reached home around 1245am. thats how i spend my saturday.

as for today, i fall SICK!. YES AH! 60% chances for not booking in tonight! haha k shall see hw later. today going to be a good son stay at home. haha. so yea. for now i shall show the soe pic taken yesterday =))

This is Me and Gab. Fooling around. haha

This is Felicia And KK. The most violent couple. lol

While watching the Performance at Esplanade

The FIREWORKS!

And this is fahrizah, its damn bloody difficult to get her pic, but atlast i manage to capture one =)

& the food at TCC

okay thats it! im done!. byebye & take care

Gastic

2009-06-20T10:20:00.001+08:00

GASTRIC! ARGHH!!

Gosh a week of gastric. endurance challenge. OMG! suffering. and it was a tough week. i can say with fuck up stuff that i just cant be bothered haha. OH ANYWAY, haha im OUT, so could get some rest. lol. hmmm yea. i left with TWO MORE TEST TO GO!! cant wait for it to finish haha! 3weeks to POP! haha

okay. today morning wake up at 0630. i make my own breakfast lol budget saving lol. afterwhich, make my way to the gym at bukit gombak. lol. but i was 20min early, so i went to the stadium and start jogging. after that i went to gym, spend my 1hour in there. today not really in a mood for gyming haha. so yea pack my stuff & changed and trained back to woodland. today is saturday leh, haiz what should i do? stay at home again?! haiz

tick tock tick tock. the times click.

2009-06-14T17:27:00.004+08:00

Baby, i love you (:

2 years back I was thinking about it, it brings tears to my eyes. But i just want you to remember all the fun times we had together and how we said we would be together forever and ever. I never knew how much you meant to me until you left. But when your gone, I don't know what to say or do, but hoping that someday you will come back and say Azmi, I LOVE YOU'

and that someday has come.
tears of happiness was displayed infront of you. & I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow.
7th June marks my happiest moment.

what a week. HAIZ!

2009-06-13T22:29:00.006+08:00

hello readers.
its saturday night. and this week isnt my week. haiz. but nvm sometimes something are meant to accept the situation and fact, & sometimes it just have to be thrown away. but nevertheless, there is always someone that will never fail to make me smile (: haha.

alright last night after book out, my mates plans to go out for a movie. so meet them at 830 over at dhoby ghaut. haha. but i 830 just take the mrt. lol. so yea. change venue met Wei luen, alex, shawn over at bugis as they want to go for shopping haha. so i also go shopping lor. I always had a complain from my fellow friends that accompanying me shopping is damn tiring. haha then you guys should try shopping with them. MORE WORST SIOL. my leg are tired and im dead hungry keep complaining to them i want go eat. untill kana scold. gosh. and i get to eat my dinner at 10! WTF?! lol so slack at the mac till 1230 and we went to cineleisure to get our ticket and we watch Night at the Museum 2. haha. and we didnt expected that the seats we choose are couple seats! lol haha. yea and honestly i fell asleep at the beginning of the show lol! overall okay la. not that bad ahaha funny show. so yea after the movie another one of our mates, edward, came by just to fetch us home as he put aeroplane on us haha. so as a punishment he need to fetch us and send us home haha. reach home at 430am.

had a short nap. wake up at 730am. and wen out again to clementi. then had breakfast at IMM macdonald and travelled down to amk library to study my law. but since i cant open up my eyes haha. so i went back home to have a nap. lol. there goes my saturday.. tmr book in. hope my temperature is 38 degree!! so i wont need to book in tmr!! LOL!

okok till here reader. byebye!

PAIN PAIN PAIN

2009-06-06T21:57:00.003+08:00

Today i stayed at home for the whole day. Fuck up. haiz. browse youtube. till fell asleep then eat, surf net again and take a nap. thats what i do. fun right?

today did think alot of stuff. trying to clear my thoughts away. but haiz it seems difficult. nvm. tmr going to gym as usual, alone. haha then maybe going to SSDC to apply class 2. so yea. so far thats my plan for tmr. my weekends are getting boring and more dead. haiz. looking at couples, laughter, friends, party, family haiz i got nothing to say man. just envy. heart pain and anger.

today as i browse thru the youtube i found a really cute and talented kid, age around 4-5 years old? she was so cute that she brought a smile in my face. haha. really must watch.

im trying to clap with one hand. haiz the feeling is unexplainable. haiz.

my hopes and wishes has turn to dreams.

2009-06-06T13:40:00.006+08:00

When we are together I stay awake all night When I'm on my own I cannot sleep We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive, where every sense is heightened, and every emotion is magnified. Our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, or an afternoon, but that doesn't diminish its value, because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives. haiz.

oh well, my week was very slack and bored. yet its getting stress for me as test is piling up. & that mean i am going to POP SOON!!!! lol. haha. yesterday book out. rush home and change went out to meet my fren at 845.. went to town walk and slack around from city hall to clarke quay to raffles and to city hall. quite tired la but im HAPPY! lol. stay up till 230 and went to amk had my dinner and cab home at 3. overall its a memorable night for me. lol! haiz eventhou i've tried, i still cant get. but its okay. (:

AND as for today, morning wen for run at the stadium. and now i got nothing to do yet. maybe slack at home whole day? lol so yea. haha. thats all for now. no picture taken yesterday. too happy till everything forget lol! so yea.
till here a short simple entry. haha byebye.

CHEERS!

photo's of unglam moment lol! haha. sorry dude. (: peace. lol

2009-05-30T08:48:00.007+08:00

Long weekends. woohoo..

eventhough its a long weekend, it's still a boring weekend for me coz there nothing i can do during this weekend!!! how pathetic is that. lol. so yea. thursday night i get to book out went home straight.

Friday,
morning woke up did my cupcake for my Dear Fathul 20th Birthday. lol. i didnt know that cupcakes was his wishlist. lol. so yea. glad that he is happy.
then left the cake to bake and i went down for a jog. afterwhich, i took a shower and get ready to go out meet the birthday boy! haha. pass it to him. chit chat for awhile and i make a move back to marsiling. had my breakfast. den headed to marsiling concert band. gosh i seriously got no comment. discipline sucks. then i head home straight cox i got no direction next. den shaf ask out, so went to cwp with lishan joreen shaff. walk around play timezone. had our dinner den we went seperate ways.. someone ask me out, but end up didnt make it. so i have to loiter around by myself for awhile before i headed home as it was still early. so yea after a long tiring walk i went back home.

Saturday,
its going to be a boring day again. hais. early morning i receive a msg from nathan asking me go for a jog at nature reserve. lol. so i go along lor. haha early morning around 630 we reach. the morning breeze was superb!! the fresh air and everything just nice. haha. i enjoyed my running there. haha discovered alot of stuff too! cool. so yae then we headed for our breakfast and headed back home again. the rest of my day have yet to be plan. hais.

i hope tmr i can go out with someone =)

this are some of the photo i've taken with my new LG SECRET phone. haha. just bought the memory card reader so yea. here you are.

wanna take this opportunity to say.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY!! :)

END.

2009-05-24T09:16:00.002+08:00

The feelings of sensation that have been kept in me for a long time. has finally burst out. It's totally awesome.
Saturday morning. as usual went to gym and swim. after that walk around amk look for stuff and headed home. took a long shower. lol! den rest. and went out again to the library to read books. and then meet daffy and shaffy and went to sungei road. look for stuff. and thanks to them and that place i caught a flu. keep on sneezing as we walk. lol. *a sneeze followed by a snored, that is call swineflu* LOL! k lame.
then headed to bugis go for shopping. haha. damn tired search up and down gosh. at least we bought a stuff than nothing. lol. den headed home. nathan msg me. turn back and wen back to clarke quay meet him. and at last i get to have my dinner. gosh damn starving. after that he send me home. the end. lol.

Sunday, morning lazy to go gym. also lazy to swim. end up went back to sleep. lol. yea then woke up by loud irritating kids. fed up so bath change and went out. had my breakfast at a coffe shop. lol. first time seh. lol yea then headed home. and no one to be found. so then here am i typing a blog entry. so yea.. end.

im stress. i've been thinking alot of stuff lately. haiz. im very worried. im scared. HAIZ!

2009-05-23T06:20:00.003+08:00

Hello Ladies and Gentlemen. lol!
can u believe that im tyoing an entry at 430am? lol cox i cant sleep haha. yea. yesterday after book out went to eat dinner at yewtee. (sorry ah i reach very late. lol) yea. then headed home. and i felt hungry cox during dinner i didnt really concentrate much on my food, i was concentrating on something else. LOL! yea. thats why im still hungry. so i went down to grab food. den slack for awhile. went home. thats for friday. lol!

and sadly i failed my second IPPT i DROP! damn. but i passed my shooting leh.
hais must train more on my physical.

as for today. normal routine. morning going to gym and swim. yey! today nvr go alone lol! then after that for the rest of my day i don know what will i be doing. lol so yea. see how la.. anything i will update again.

NATHAN!!! I WANT MY PICTURE LEH.........

2009-05-17T17:29:00.003+08:00

seriously, you are no good.

Saturday VS Sunday

2009-05-17T08:58:00.005+08:00

Saturday.

haha. after i took a nap in the morning. i woke up, and i realise i caught a flu. isn't that great. lol. so yea. slack at home. and it gets bored. so i went out walk walk. met Haniz and Shahidah at causeway. had our lunch at Seoul Garden. lol. after that walk for awhile they wen home. i wen home change and go out again. lol. cox at home still no one and no food available. sadded.
so i took the train to town walk around, and i realise im addicted to Starbuck. Haiz. but nvm wen to marina walk around then wen to the merlion. then to Peninsular then to Fort Canning then to Clarke Quay then to ChinaTown. haha. all this by leg eh. WALK. haha. so yea. nothing to do ma. so yea. and i realise that singapore fashion sense getting worst. LOL! NO OFFENCE. but to those who want to immitate American style / Japanese style please immitate with style la hor. don over do it ah cox u look disgusting. lol so yea. by the time i reach chination it was like at 2200. den i was tired so took a rest and walk around chinatown again haha. i was having fun in there. cox i get to push ppl like nobody business haha. but heck. anyway saw my primary school friend, Zhi Qiang. haha. even with my botak head he still can remember neh. he change alot sia. haha not bad.. & Ah boy ah what u doing at that place ah LOL!! naughty naughty. so yea.
after that decided to took the last bus home. so yea catch the bus and headed home. and reach home there still nobody at home. gosh! imagine if im were to be at home whole day. i would die of hunger lol!

Sunday.

morning wen run, on the track to prepare for my IPPT on tuesday. hais.. pull up die la..
after that breakfast at Mac. go home...
SIAN!

Friday is Book Out Day

2009-05-16T09:55:00.004+08:00

Friday is a book out day. haha!

yea. this week is a hectic week! damn. running everyday, day and night. damn tired. but atleast now im home can slack for atleast two days. haha. so yea. yesterday went home, unpack stuff. den change went out to town area to get the shirt and pants that i've been aiming for. haha. at last i bought it! lol! haha. so yea. then walk around. As usual saw some friends there. yea then slack at starbucks while waiting for nathan and adam to arrive. haha. then we slack there till 1plus. then we move off. lol. supposingly im tired. but end up. im tired of laughing. gosh. &&& Joke of the night, Bird shit drop on NATHAN FACE!!!! hahahaha. omg. eewww. nice right the taste. lol! yea then, we get bored so we patrol around town area to spot some scene. but unfortunately there is nothing interesting. aww.. then we intended to go East Coast Park. but then half way don know what happen we went changi village. lol! so yea wen in to OCH! at 0315. okok la not as scary as i expected. then we slack at the beach till morning. lol! i got a video to upload but damn! somehow or another, the video cant seems to be playing. if not u guys can see how they sleep. lol! so romantic lol! opps! haha yea.. after that we had our breakfast at Changi Airport. after that we headed home. reach at around 645.

As for today..... i donknow what im going to do. so yea. lazy to go gym. lol. so yea.
i'll update again tonight. Going Sleep now. lol See ya later!

out : 1011

FlashBack

2009-05-10T09:01:00.003+08:00

have u ever been into a flashback dream? when at that point of time you thought that you were already dead? damn i have it last night. i woke up in tears. hais. i really really wish, this mess im going thru now, goes back to where it belong. but its impossible. i miss my old times. the time i really had so much fun with the person i want to be with. now, its been restricted to certain extend. after that dream, i realise that everything is gone. but hais. everyone makes mistake, but not all will forgive or give you a chance to recover.

today early morning at 5. i ask my dad to send me to habourfront reason why, just to take the morning breeze over at the carribean. the atmosphere is nice, cold and cooling. after which i had my breakfast at breeks cafe and took bus home.
as i walk home from causeway point, there a guy followed me home. and i get to find out that he is high/drunk or maybe on drugs. accident happen. everything is find.
so continue my way home.

today, i don know what i going to do. just no mood for anything. i shall end here. bye

Stress to Laughter

2009-05-09T16:52:00.015+08:00

Saturday.

last night sleep damn late, yet wake up damn early. suprisingly i only sleep for two hours eventhough im dead tired. SSAAPP!. so since i cant sleep. i wen for morning jog and exercise. run all the way to yishun and came back by bus. lol! haha. so ya. after that head home wash up eat my breakfast. and start mugging on my law. gosh. its damn difficult then i expected. i cant even understand it properly. haiyo. die die die. so yea. stress on LAW LAW LAW from morning to afternoon. get to finish it at 3.

den i got the urge to watch movie. so mass msg ppl. only few reply. so yea. i kinda bring two of my friend together for the first time. meet up at 4, clarke quay. haha. i kinda regret introducing them together. haha. cox they just cant stop disturbing me. irritating bunch of MANGKOKSS! haha. but heck, my stomach was cramp due to too much laughing. and SPECIAL thanks to YOU GUYS for making me fell down from the second floor eh. lucky i nvr die or injured. if not i will hunt u down. lol. afterwhich we when to grand cathay, then vivo ended up didnt watch any movie. so head our dinner at secret recipes. by then its only 1830 only! gosh. lol so we did some shopping. lol! damn hilarious la this two mangkoks. gosh. i bought two shirts from FOX. one jacket from GAP. damn.

the most embarrasing part begins. at 1913. lol.
as i was walking along the toys'r'us. theres another chinese guy opposite me walking towards our direction. and i thought it was a mirror ahead of me. but not! that guy wear EXACTLY THE SAME as i wear! head to toe. and i was like OMG! haha.
Plain Blue round neck Dri-fit T.
Red hot pants.
White Pedro shoe.
and he also have this string tie on his left arm just like i do.
but the only fact is he is more good looking than me la. cant deny that. lol!

yea imagine that. and both mangkok starts to laugh out loud. even that guys friend laugh out. gosh. and i can see that his face was damn red la.
gosh really cannt tahan sia. shud have take a photo. lol okay enough of that.

then after that we leave vivo at 2000. head down back to clarke quay usual place. haha. slack around. wen to fort canning. disturb ppl. haha.
PSST PSST! i caught something in action over there.
haha. and its unusual. sshh
yea then we sat down at the peak of fort canning. star gazing. see the view of the town is really nice. play game again lol. just on time i was in the toilet both my friend kana screen by two policemen. PHEEWW!!!

so yea after that we climb back down to the carpark on the way there. i piggyback all the way down. haha. gosh heavy like one kind lol! den after that we wen thomson for prata house eat our supper and home sweet home. lol! at the end of the day, i have a stomach pain. due to toooo much laughing. gosh. i will nvr bring u two out again lol. okay thats all for now. going to hit the bed early. have a good rest. lol. take care folks! nitex!

PS: eh nat i still waiting for my picture. my blog damn wordy liao. faster leh pantat! lol

2009-05-08T19:08:00.002+08:00

woooo im back! haha.
this week is very relaxing for me. and most "envious" i don know whether there is such word or not but haha why must i stay together with the POP badge?!?! haha.
its very irritated to hear them keep shouting POP OHH.. haha.

anyway Special Congrats to Yao Zhun, Hasyim, Faizal, Alex, Hazlee, Jason they have successfully Pass Out to be a Policemen! DAMN! i still counting down to 9 more weeks. *SobSob* but ANYWAY! haha. my time will come. haha. patient. haha.

so yea. later going out to have dinner. and today is FULLMOON!!! hahaha yeyness! going to stay out late. haha. hope its not going to rain. so yea. gotto get ready now! adios samigoes!

SSAAAAPPPPP!!!!

CHEE BYE LA!

2009-05-03T10:22:00.005+08:00

A R G H H !
H E L P !
HEADACHE!
I CANT GET THINGS OUT FROM MY HEAD!

Super Frustrated and Annoying. FUCK YOU!

breaking down.

2009-05-02T23:34:00.006+08:00

updates for today.
when for photoshooting/exploring with nathan in the afternoon. the photo turn out great despite my hair. i work it well. of cox with the profesional touch by the photographer. i will upload it once its all done. taken place like henderson wave, sentosa, Old Changi Hospital and Haji Lane. after that around 1730 meet up with adam at bugis. as the days past, my mood start to turn down. i just don know what happen to me. my brain just keep on thinking all sort of things.

a little question for those who know me. i need a honest and sincere answer from you guys. Am i too nice to you guys that my word cant be trusted? just this question keep bothering me whole day. i really don understand. ya i break up with my girlfriend. thanks for playing around with me. life is like so fuck sia. why cant i lead a normal life? LOST LOST LOST!
i don know who to talk to. i don know who to turn to now. im just living on my own! is this fair?! gosh! what have i done! what have i done!!! sometime i feel like killing myself. but to think again. does that worth it. but to think another way, im tired of all this shit. what one of my friend say was true. i have alot of nonsense going on in my life. dude i know. but what did i do that make this happen? can anyone tell me or not? stop giving me a "err i don't know" "err to me okay leh" answer. i want a firm answer. i want what u guys really think of me. im not acting out. this is me and this is who i am. why the fuck those people want to make trouble with me?! chee bye la. thanks to you guys. you taken away friend's trust, taken away my friends. who do i have now! no one trust me because of YOU GUYS! is this fair! fucker!! you guys don know hw i suffer. how difficult for me to uphold my friendship. do you guys know how i go thru? but why issit easy for u guys to push me away. why must u guys do this to me? argghh! i don want to be irritating i don want to be the spoiler i don want to be naggy. HAIZ! DAMN IT LA!!!!!!

adam im sorry. i know u try to cheer me up just now. but, seriously for the first time in my 19 years i really break down into pieces. sorry i really cant help it. & thanks for the dinner.

now i cant even trust myself. cox i don even know what i do to people that people have to treat me such way. no one can even say it. haiz. im serious lost. im super fed up. im hurt. im pain. im suffering. i need someone that i can really rely on. hais.

my tears is dropping down as i type now. cox it's seriously painful and unfair.

The Holiday's

2009-05-02T08:19:00.002+08:00

THURSDAY--

yea.. book out on thursday. LATE! 7pm den get to pass the gate. but nvm. call adam ask where is he. still got the time to play game eh. nabei. he bring his bike! i don like to ride on bike especially with him. but i got no choice cox im late. haha. so he speed all the way like nobody business. quite scary/fun la. den send me home. i wash up. get ready to go out. meet hisyam at cwp. den rush for the movie "jangan tegur" at 2005. its a horror movie la. the show suspend is good. sound effect works it. overall was okay. but serious speaking this is my first time watching malay movie in the cinema. and seriously. malay people is less educated and less discipline. DISGRACE! make lots of noise. even wen praying they can make fun of it? what the hell. nvm not my problem. after movie im hungry so we ate at banquet. afterwhich we had no sense of direction tot of exploring places. so we headed to a place but we didnt go in further due to some reason. hehe. so walk home accompany hisyam for his bus. den home sweet home.

FRIDAY--

friday went for jogging in the morning at the stadium to various places. den took bus home. wash up. eat my breakfast. family going malaysia. so im alone. den get ready to go out. meet adam and eileen at somerset as eileen need my advice to shop for her stuff. gosh! am i a fashion adviser? haha. so we shop around lor. disturb her all the way. not bully ah! haha. after shopping we when to singapore flyer eat popeye! long time nvr eat. haha. so yea after dat. planned to go escape theme park but weather not nice so we wen kallang. go ice skating. haha. damn cold. hit the toilet alot of time. haha. after dat we slack around watch movie "fast & furious 4". BORING sia. omg. don understand. maybe not my cup of tea. haha! chey chey. after movie eileen had to meet her friend. so i drove her to the destination and left me and adam alone. so we headed to clarke quay to have our dinner. then while walking i heard people calling "Gigi Puki!!" and i was like. O.O! haha. turn and saw FI muz. sooo unlucky. haha. *he wont stop disturbing me. damn!* yea after dinner. we chill for awhile play some game. due to boredom *obviously* den after awhile we went home. haha. reach home at at 11 yea.. go home open the door. first thing i saw was.... PIZZA HUT!!! damn my favourite. haha. so the whole box belong to me. haha.

Signing out at 0812.

2009-05-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

one, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one..

2009-04-26T10:35:00.004+08:00

the post going to be wordy. no picture taken recently. haha sorry.

friday after book out. went out with her. had our dinner and i bring her to henderson wave. at last i manage to step there. haha. after that we took a ride on a cable car. romantic neh.. lol! the scenery was nice. the colorful light and small little human walking around. den drove her to prata house cox she was like super annoying! asking me go there. after that. she asking me to go novena square even thou it was close. weird right. den she ask me go AMK.
at the end she tell me the reason of going to such place.
thanks dear. i understand what u trying to do. but if only the other party feels the same. but its alright. so after that i send her home.

at midnight, my mind was disturb. cant sleep so i went out again. to caribbean.
Q%!#&@%&$#%@^@#& fuck. i just don want to talk about it. headed home at 4am. sleep. and woke up at 6.

Saturday morning. woke up in the morning and headed to gym. then went to AMK hub to grab my breakfast at toastbox. then make my way to home get change and meet up with adam. had our lunch. and he need to go off for practice. meet up with joreen and ah keow. and my second lunch at pizza hut with them. spend almost 30min choosing the dishes they want to eat. gosh. GIRLS. after 1hour the meal was serve. gosh they eat a plate for like 1hr30min. i was like getting hungry AGAIN. so leave pizza hut at 530. walk around for awhile and i make a leave to meet nat at dhouby ghaut. sorry nat im late!(5min only) haha. and by then its dinner. GOSH! eat again. i guess i gaining back my 2kg. had our dinner. walk around abit. make our move to fort canning park. damn the atmosphere at night was creepy. so we went exploring. and i need toilet badly. but i die die don want to go to that toilet. (bad omen) lol! so i tahan all the way. after a while we went to clarke quay. chill out. had talk and joke around disturbing ppl. LOL! nat we both make a good couple to attract gays right?. haha. gosh. so yea.. after that he send me home. early right?! damn u. just because u want to meet me early today. sleepyhead! so reach home at 10. polish my boots. pack my stuff. and went to sleep.

sunday.
just got back from gym and swimming. gosh. heaty heaty heaty! what a weather! cant stand the weather so i hit the pool! haha. time now is 1120. meeting nat in 1hour time. he say he want to bring me somewhere. i wonder..... hmmm. oh well! den after that i need to grab some stuff and meet adam..

adam sorry. my parent sending me today la.. if u want, u fetch me on thursday ba. really sorry. if fetching bring your new car ey and i drive okay okay? haha. no la joking. sorry you know. don sad okay.

yea today booking in again. sian. but for four days only. the hell begins. wooo.

& what the hell. i reach home the weather going to rain. SIAN! wen i outside sunny like fuck. now at home raining. great. nvm. now is 1200 already. better get ready. later that NAT nag at me again. opps! haha. okay Chios!

To lose my life.

When in need of help. they beg you. they come to you. be nice to you. once done. they tend to forget you. when in need of friend. they come back and be nice to you. once they make new friend the old was treated like a rubbish. Life is not about finding yourself, but creating yourself? i see. you have created to be a corrupted person. so much of your sweet words. when time comes. everything went the opposite. one word hypocrite. Thanks for all your drama.

Help me please.

2009-04-25T20:17:00.005+08:00

hey guys. i have a story to tell. Since i cant scold anyhow. lets tell a story base on a true story. and please help me give your true opinion on who is really at fault. thanks.

one day. two friend always get into misunderstanding. A and B. B is a type of person who is pampered and easy sulky. A is the one always running for B and sacrifice for B. one day B got angry with A for not telling B what going on. But they manage to settle things over a night at a chalet. B told A that no matter what, A must not hide a single thing from B. A agree and was forgiven.

A was very happy, that B didnt break this friendship. so life move on. A and B was happily chatting with each other every evening updating about their life. One day. A was abit moody and have no mood to talk to B. causing B not happy with it. okay nvm small matter right?.

next day. B was still unhappy with A about the incident last night. A apologies but B refuse to accept. then as days goes by, B started to get along again. But, coincidently, A got into trouble with a guy whom both A and B don like. ( lets call this person C )
so A quarrel with C over sms. A get flare up. call C to meet up. C agree and we meet. BEFORE we meet. A msg B to inform B that A is meeting C to settle some stuff which A is not happy. BUT, B misunderstood A for meeting C of going out happily making frens. at this point A was very very very mad at C for scolding A all sort of nonsense cursing here and there naming all sort of name. But still B don understand A's situation. and continues blaming A for betraying B. so here it goes...

A tries to explain to B what actually happen. B refuse to understand and keep on saying things to A and blaming A for all sort of nonsense without thinking. so A have done his part of telling B.

A inform B right? A did not betray B right?

so A go ahead meeting C for settle. after everything was over. A msg B to update him again. B listen to A explaination. and B finally take things down. but the next day. B begins again. blaming A for betraying B using the words A use to say. A really meet C for settle things. A was really being honest to B. But B was really mistook A. A was really upset. A really don know what to do. to make B believe in A. B don trust A anymore. and friendship begin to drop.

2mth past. things didnt get well. A keep on asking B for forgiveness even though A did nothing wrong to B. But A have to Give in. but fails.

till one fine day. C appears AGAIN in the blue moon. contacting B saying that A have been meeting C behind B's back. WHAT THE FUCK. and even have the chick to say that A was attach with C. & telling B to get along with A again. and telling B all sort of nonsense about A. when A really did nothing wrong at all. and B actually believe what C have said. and B didnt not even give a chance for A to explain things. and A was like an stupid idiot dumb ass LOST in the mist. not knowing what was going on. A did not know anything. and suddenly things came up pop up like this.
and now. A and B was no longer friends due to that.

to make things short.

B actually Accuse A for not giving B peace.

so now.

tell me ur opinion.
thanks.

2009-04-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

Reporting for Updates.

woohoo!! as some of you guys know. i've been Serving the Nation * I'm the Singapore GOLD * HAHA. i am enjoying every minute in there. ITS FUN i tell you. haha.
i love my bunk mates only. they are very fun loving and caring people. haha. in there i learn alot of things. get to know new sort of human being in singapore. and getting along with the matsss. haha! yea eventhough this is just my second. so yea..

enough said. im botak now. some of you ppl have seen my botak face! *laugh laugh laugh* nvm but still i dare to uphold my pride. not like you pussies! lol. don give me such a fucking face, cox i don feel the love man..

oh anyway. before i enlisted to NS. ive done alot of stuff. haha. i got new phone!! an late Birthday Gift from my parents. WOOHOO!

LG SECRETS! the blacklabel. classy man....

okay yea then hang out with family and friends.
and i've realise, after i entered ns. the bond between my family and i is getting more n more tighter. i just cant wait to see them see their son Passing Out wearing that Policemen Uniform. comfirm touching man!
to Gabriel and Hasyim, congrats that you guys will be passing out next month. you've made your family proud. happy for you guys! gambate!

yea alright ah. i wanna have a deep sleep. take care people!

cheers!! alios

Trust

2009-04-05T12:33:00.002+08:00

Trust, it’s a fragile thing. But once you’ve earned the trust of someone, it gives you freedom. It’s always awfully easy to lie when you know that you’re being trusted implicitly. But once trust is lost, it could be impossible to recover, ever. Of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust. Often, those people whom we’re closest to, are always the ones who betray us. And it’s those total strangers who are the ones who come to our rescue. At the end of the day, most people decide to trust only themselves. It’s really the simplest way to keep yourself from getting hurt.
But, the easiest person to deceive is one’s own self.

extract from Joshua's Blog

2009-04-04T01:42:00.009+08:00

YO! haha..
my blog is now open for public!! so no more complains of troubling viewing my blog cause must log in and so on. and hate-tag are welcome. Cox u make me famous. and i do still know that someone wants to kpo about me.
HA! L-O-S-E-R.

yea anyway.. Marsiling Band SYF is over. They sustained a Gold. Hey guys is three straight gold. So don be disappointed. Keep it up. Sometime you guys must reflect why issit Gold and not otherwise. Each SYF we work different way. REFLECT why we did it in that first place. if you guys have done it that way, and stay humble you guys will be happy now. But no point, cox you guys were already over the moon with ONLY TEACHERS opinion. so yea. well said. its over. Gold is what u get.

here is your overture no. 1

anyway, congratulation to St Joseph Institution for obtaining a GOLD WITH HONORS. you guys made it. you guys earn it. so keep it up. Maintain it. and make Mr Tan proud. Congratulations!

alright enough of SYF.
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hmmm busy week i can say. tiring too.

had BBQ with some of the alumni on Friday. Was fun! haha. without you guys it wont be a success. thanks alot to

Joreen - for making a trouble to msg and invite each and everyone of them and sorry for flooding your phone. hehe. sorry! and THANKS A ZILLION! i owe you many many!. i shall treat you Pastamania once i receive my pay okay?.

Haniz - for helping me plan, and updating ppl and keep track. and marinating the chicken! haha. your $50 bucks still O$P$! haha. will pay A.S.A.P. hehe. Thanks ah eh.

Shafiq/Dhaifina - for Cooking that delicious Nasi Goreng! haha its nice! haha. can i ask for more? hahaha. sorry for making the rush in the morning. hehe. but thanks lings!

jing hui - for lending a hand carry some of my stuff! and accompanying me to buy stuff too! haha. you take care of yourself okay?. next time sick tell me! you sick and not sick like no different haha.

meiliang - woohoo! atlast i get to meet you after two year! getting prettier liao seh. haha. long hair! haha. hang out again soon okay? Take care!

siek mee - sorry for giving you the wrong direction * actually i say correct but u get it wrong. mis-communication . haha. but thanks for coming down after your attachment hehe!

aisyah - oi minah! haha thanks eh coming! not to that exciting of your standard. but u ate alot too! and eating weird stuff. oh your the "weirdo" like your past nick is. pfft! haha.

lishan - thanks for coming and eat alot yea. haha. when take pic please remember to push it up. haha! * you know i know okay? *

yea.. thats it haha. picture will be shown at the end of this post.

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Enlistment for National Service! haha
woohoo!! counting 2 more days to go! still not ready. physically and mentally. but i have to face it. wooosshh!!!
botak botak here i come!

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imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou

how i wish i can talk to you again. haiz. it driving me crazy it been almost 2mth and we like being silent and cold towards each other.. i deadly misses you trucklots!
but~ but~ haiya.. let time tells la.. patient azmi patient..

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okay photo time! take care people. i will update on monday before i went for my FIRST book in. LOL!

k adios!

hellll yeahh!!! u must die die try this! is soo soo soo delicious! BBQ marshmellow with melted chocolate?! ohhh-emmm-geee! its DEEELLIIIICCCIOOUUUSS!! haha!

before i sign off this post

i would like to thank Nerin Koh! for the card you gave me. i was suprise to received it that time and i was speechless and lost of words. but thank you alot. the message was touching hehe. i will take care of myself. dont worry. you too okay?! please do well in whatever you do. and be confident. thanks for being there. =)) love you!

okay thats all folk! take care!

Hectic Week!

2009-03-29T14:21:00.015+08:00

1 2 3 oh! 1 2 3 oh! get it up get it up! go go go!
okay updating blog.
been into a hectic week. one week to go! yeyness!!! cant wait. haha. * weird! ppl scared to go in i cant wait to go in* haha anyway ya i cant wait to run away. pfft!
today is 29.. 29 march.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIBING!!
when to celebrate his birthday on friday night!
and i realise i getting taller le! lol. almost same height with him. he say i getting fatter! damn!
oh ya. we had ITE TUBA OUTING

okay updating photo on the same day.
27 march 09

So sweet neh hold hand.

this is how i eat my nasi lemak *changi village* when theres no table. lol!
and yea. i cutted my hair =.=. AWWWWW!!!! *winston aw*

okay lets flash the un-glam pic of everyone. lol!

Sexy booo!!!~ haha fiwwit!

Zombie come alive!

lets guess what she trying to say. ermm..
"fffish!" "FUCK!" "SOUR!" haha idk.

no comment still cute *ugly but adorable* ugly!

we sleep alike hor haha.

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yea cutted my hair. so it wont be like so painful to see my hair being shaved botak next week. so i rather see my hair being shaved short. lol

when out with lyana aqidah seh... lol. haha

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On the 21st March MSL band had an Picnic over at ECP to de-stress themself after the long work. heard they had activities going on. like Dog and bone, Twister and many more. so the alumni come join in to kaypo. lol.
Sorry dearest section. my Macaroni didnt reach to you guys cox i threw it away cox some reason la ah. haha. *i got stomach upset. lucky u guys nvr eat. if not i die!*

after they when back to school. we stay there for relaxing. haha.

kk enough already enough already. haha.
will update sooner or later k? take care ppl!.

Edmond! take good care of your love ones. dont neglect it =) take care!

Refreshment

2009-03-15T15:54:00.006+08:00

Music : Insomnia - Wheesung
Mood : Fuck up

Zoom ga-Zoom..
its been a tough week for me. but oh well its over. Thanks for those who care.
sorry for not updating for the past few days. I've been in a critical condition. Not to talk about it. For those who knows please keep it to yourself. i don want to make a big huuhaa with it. thanks.

well anyway. ya u are listening to Insomnia not by Craig David but by Wheesung.This song is Copyrighted. Craig David himself ask Wheesung to sing it in Korean so yea. its much better in korean than English thats my personal opinion anyway.

ZZZZZap!
lets update about the previous week okay....
so yea, had fun and laughter with my fellow friend. Loads of pictures and videos. lol Lost 1kg only pathetically. *haha* picture update later la k.
well that only for now ah. nothing much really happen just normal routine.
OH!!! i saw julian hee. haha.

KA-BOOM! psst.
heard about the band issue. its total crap.
THIS IS MY OWN OPINION. NOT SIDING WHOEVER ASS. NOT HAPPY CONFRONT ME.FACE TO FACE. thank you. Overall, please get this in mind. The teachers are not the judges. If u guys are happy with JUST their comments then you guys are FREAKING egoistic. eh c'mon ah. the teachers are not the judges. SYF is not done. the result are not out. you guys haven perform. you guys want to give fck with that GOLD name? IF u ask my opinion of what u guys play. It is just a Basic Silver. I've heard better TONE and QUALITY. Get this in your mind. If la uh, if you guys didnt get wat u want, dont be irritated or WORST try to fight back, if people start mocking you guys with "wah sound like Gold band but get silver" *of cox sarcatic manners* and If you want to help please help with Fairness. not by siding or by fame.

KA-CHING!!!!~
okay lets upload some of the finest picture taken. and one of my videos. haha.

BBZZZZZTT

Clarke Quay. Overnight.

Town.

Bugis/Republic Poly.

Chinatown

Republic Poly.

Self-Camp. Chinatown Explore

Dedicated to Teo Lishan

Video!
Video of Dancework 2009. 3rd Place! Wohoo!!

introducing

FLAIRNATION~

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2009-03-07T14:43:00.003+08:00

1/4 of me is not going straight. So How?
I don't give a damn.

Body getting weaker & weaker each day. Sorry dude for troubling you the other day. Lucky you were around. Thanks Alot. One Month to go.

Happiness & Sad-ness

2009-03-01T19:51:00.003+08:00

Hello guys!

hahaha. How are you guys doing? hope that you guys are doing real great out there.

so yea. this few days i been going out with friends. hehe! yey!

first of all.

Voguelicious. YEYNES! i get to meet and say hi to them in person u know. haha

and i even get to hang out with one of them. haha. so cooool!

"gal..." pfft! *inside knowledge jek*

yea.

second

Today i went shopping! hahaha! wohoo! best!

yea. go out with family Then i they offer me to buy new stuff so i grab the chance and spend $300 of their money! haha cool ehk? *evil* so yea. go the chance grab why waste it? lol.

YA I DON KNOW HOW TO SAVE MONEY!
ya anyway so i bought. tadaaa...

Adidas 3/4 Pants - Nike Tiempo

Yea... suddenly into sports stuff why? cox wen to queenstown just now. pfft!

then bought some shorts and shirts new sandals. haha. yea i really spend alot.

so yea. HAPPY!!!

Annd thennnnn..... got back home, online as usual. then i saw Daffyna online * she nvr reply my msg last night! hmmpft * so i chatted with her. and propose to her. and then she accept it! with the down payment *wang tunai* of $40 buck! isn't that great?

yea so later i going to meet her to borrow her KEYBOARD! haha.. anyhow eh u guys think. you think she want to accept me? HEH! wait long long. pfft! correct or not fina? haha.. * k shiok sendiri * yea..

What a wonderful day! haha so happy siollllllsssssssssss

ya. despite my mood drop because of some people. my family manage to brighten it up! haha

so since im happy now. i don wish to talk about it. cox it useless. so yea.. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! haha.

see i so happy that i color my font haha.

k done. bye! hahaha!

oh yaaa!! for got to mention. i ate pizza hut today! haha..

my all time favourite hahaha. happy happy! hahaha.

i would like to take this opportunity to thank my family. for being kind enough to spend your money on me. im happy to spend it all. hehe. next time please offer again k? love you all. *for now* haha! k done! byebye!

Sound, Camera, Action!

2009-02-24T21:36:00.011+08:00

Today spent Half of my day at Republic Polytechnic again. hmm, woke up at 1pm receiving 10 message. haha. cool or what. so yea, i drag my time n the bed till 230pm then wash up to meet Shafiq, LiShan and Haniz at Marsiling MRT. Then we headed our way to Republic Poly, due to the rainy weather, we took bus to our destination. yes bus. gosh. so ya. once reach, we settle down. & today there is like a couple of dance group around practicing. and it was like tempting me to make friends with them. HAIZ. i want dance sia. haiz haiz. btw aaaannyway, my boredom took over me. so i hit the camera button on my laptop and start to camwhoring. and the places was like getting crowded so, we upgrade ourself to somewhere else. haha. yea, a place thats for our own and us alone. haha. COOL! so we continued camwhoring. and then make a video cox just bored. hmm so yea. and then..... let the picture do the talking la eh. take care peeps!

yey! at last i can do split haha. cool eh!

Here is the Video of the Day. ENJOY BUGGERS!

Rihanna - Breaking Dishes (watch the middle part)

Mad - Neyo ( try to guess our facial expression )
* the ending i was like too focus on the music that i didnt realise they freeze to post *

i want to dance

2009-02-24T01:22:00.008+08:00

Morning when to work. After work walk around to find stuff. Then headed to Republic Polytechnic. Slack and play game. (I want dance!! anybody want to hire me not? lol) Yea then at night i don feel like going home. so i tawn ALONE! *pathethic seh* start my tawning at 1130pm. i planned to go vivo, but sadly i missed the last bus already. *aww* so i WALK to causeway point. Then the place was bored so i WALK to admiralty. and grab some food. afterwhich i WALK down to sembawang. haha. * yea i crazy * haha. yea sembawang worst nothing at all. but alot of stray dogs. hmm and then believe it, i walk down to YISHUN! yes yishun. haha. *crazy ehk!* by the time i reach its already 4.20am. haha. so i slack there for awhile eat breakfast at mac. then head down to sembawang again. then took the first bus to woodland and walk home again. haha! reached home 6.45am wash up, sleep. 10am wake up. wash up. go for work.

then...

Morning when to work. Work is disastrous! *due to some problem arise* oh well, not to talk about it. try to cheer up. but failed HA! hmm okay then when for Photoshoot at vivo! haha. alot of people see la oh gosh so paiseh. oh well the pictures turn out great! lol. okay den rush down to meet the alumni at Tanjong Pagar then headed to Singapore Conference Hall for the SYF soundcheck. yes it start at 9pm. gosh. so late. lol. it was BAD! i repeat, real BAD! Somehow, we don know where to judge cox every place u stand the sound is different. the stage sound damn echo and muffled, the bottom audience the balance is different the the balance on the top audience. can u imagine that? gosh. oh well hope on the day itself it sound good. I HOPE SO. but oh well.

but aaaaaaaaaanywway afterthat head down to woodland. had my "lunch" wooots damn hungry. time check *12am*. haha so yea. then slack till 4am. gossiping and make fun of people. yea. then walk home. grab my "breakfast" then wash up. sleep.. 8am wake up. wen to bedok meet my fren. eat breakfast. slack around airport after that. i rush back to band. and teach the sec 1. kids now adays is like fucking attitude. well i my target is to train them for this one month left for me. before i leave them. it wont be easy for them. he he he!. so yea. after that wen to eat dinner. then slack at Republic Polytechnic. take pictures and videos. ARGHH!!! I SO WANNA DANCE! TARIQ QAMARI!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. okok. then after that headed home. here i am. AT LAST I CAN REST! hahahaha. woohoo. so yea.. gonna hit the bed now. take care people!

to you:
i might look like as if im having fun. but hey, im not hor.
you might dont care or even bother to listen to me. hais. i've said enough la. i just don know WHAT IS REALLY MY MISTAKE. fed up!!

- Stay Cool, Stay Happy, Never Give Up, Believe in yourself, MOVE ON!

"Let the SUN shine on the path for you. I hope the SUN will brighten up your life. Look at the bright side. 'AI ZAI', smile always. Fall down, stand up and continue walking. " - haiz! i tried to. but i seriously cant move on without you. im really serious. oh man... give me space to breathe. i really trying my best to show you. ARGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-23T20:53:00.004+08:00

undergoing councilling. it says that,

"that particular party truely love and cares about you. Just that it didnt show it to you nor verbally say it because of what happen in the past."

Haiz, but im confuse & i don agree with what my councilor say. argghh! i dont know i dont know i dont know! FUCK! HAIZ! i'm a fucking loser!

2009-02-23T20:25:00.005+08:00

Tagged by, Nerin (:

1) Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- Cheek. *prefer neck* hahaha!

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- i wish i don need to meet my friend so early. lol!

3) Who is the last person you take photo with?
- Alvin *junior*

4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- hmm okok la.

5) Would you ever donate blood?
- Yea. im generous. * donated once btw :)*

6) Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- err nope. reason being uncomfortable *i aint gay*

7) Do you want someone dead?
- Yes!

8) What does your last msg say?
- Ya. i know. i'm traitor

9) What are you thinking right now?
- eating. *hungry!!*

10) Do you wish someone is with you right now?
- i wish i can.

11) What time did you go sleep last night?
- i didnt sleep.

12) Where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now?
- Newurbanmale.com

13) Is someone at your mind right now?
- hmmm yea.

14) Who was the last person to test you?
- myself.

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ:
1) Nerin
2) Haniz
3) Zulfiqar
4) shafiq
5) alvin
6) Hisyam
7) Nizam

8) Lishan
9) Jx
10) Mrs Darlie *guitar, inside joke*

15) Who is 2 having a relationship with?
(Haniz)
- Single?

16) Is 3 a male or female?
(Zulfiqar)
- a male. * i think*

17) If 7 and 10 get together will it be a good thing?
(Nizam & Mrs Guitar )
- WOW! best contrast!

18) What is number 1 studying about?
(Nerin)
-EL,CHINESE,C.SCI,C.HUMANITIES,POA,ART,MATH. =P

19) Is number 4 single?
(Shafiq)
-hmmm.. in his mind yes. =))))))

20) Say something about number 2.
(Haniz)
- name it and u have it. (:

21) What do you think of number 3 and 6 together?
(Zulfiqar & Hisyam)
- woohooo!! I salute them! wahaha

22) Describe number 9.
(Jx)
- basically, he's my eyecandy. haha.

23) What will you do if number 6 and 7 fight?
(Hisyam & Nizam)
- i will laugh first den stop them. lols

24) Do you like number 8?
(Lishan)
-of cuz. i like to disturb her. haha

The MSL CONCERT BAND will be performing for BAND FIESTA'09.
Date: 28 March, saturday
Venue: Singapore Conference Hall
Tickets are selling @ $10 each, please come down to show your support to us.
if you are interested, please contact me. thanks you very much!
we will be very appreciate if you turn up.
it will be somehow like our SYF, so come down!
it is a rare opportunity and chance.
there will be other bands to perform too.
we will be playing our choice piece and other song.
if you guys had any doubts feel free to ask me.
- extract from nerin's blog ;) -

my heart spokes

2009-02-19T16:59:00.002+08:00

Should i let go? or should i hold on to it? what are we? issit just the title for us? or do you really mean it? i don know. i dont feel A SINGLE thing from you. NOTHING at all. Yes, NOTHING. From your expression whenever i met you. You give that pathetic face with the saying of "why are you here? you dont give me freedom". Honestly, my feeling towards you have fade. sorry. i think the time has come.

Happily Ever After

2009-02-18T02:34:00.003+08:00

Songs: Hajaruku Girls *repeatedly*
Mood: Hyper

Well peeps, the previous post isnt siding anyone. it's just my point of view.
PLEASE don't get any wrong idea.

oh well. been away from my usual clique as i need my time alone. and set free~
i'm doing very very well. living happily ever after. laughing my ass out. haha okay.
been meeting new people and adapting to different type of people and genre. pfft! its been great. i need some upgrade on Singapore anyway. its been quite sometimes i nvr been wondering around singapore and exploring new stuff that happening around. haha so yea.

SUPER KAWAII that means SUPER CUTE in japanese! *aww how cute*
wahaha. im seriously addicted to this song haha.

alright alright. i get high on dark chocolate * thanks haniz *
common comment from people i get this days:

- i like your hair
-your getting fatter
- your getting darker
-you are getting more cheekier
-i like your body shape.

oh well, im still the same person you guys know. haha.

k bye!

PS: dont get on my way. or acting that u'r the only bitch that is pro in gossiping or planing things or so call "stalker" cox you are not. i wont let the person off easily once you step on my tail. stop being sucha slut! man-whore!

"say out the truth that goes along with sarcastism"

2009-02-16T14:19:00.019+08:00

Music: Japanese Queen VS Harajuku Girls
Mood: CUPCAKES! =.= mixture lol

not acting hunk. so shut up bitch.

oh well, these few days kinda happening for me.
trying to ignore some problem around me which doesnt concern me at all.
51 more days left. cant wait cant wait. haha!. weird.

First of all, i received lots of valentine gift from friends. haha. thanks alot yea.
even from people i didnt expected. how cool is that? haha.
oh well, atleast i know that some quiet ones out there do cares for me. lols!
BOOM!~

Hypocrite, Hypocrisy, Hypocritics

noun
1. an expression of agreement that is not supported by real conviction
2. insincerity by virtue of pretending to have qualities or beliefs that you do not really have

well, some friends are still trying to grow up but they cant. telling false "truth" to their friend, making a fool of themself. ha! Jealousy is just the word to describe them.

poor little kids - age, 18.
they think they are cool by telling all that, and they are even proud of it. OMG?
hello, go do some clean up of yourself first la, before gossiping about others.

Mirror mirror on the wall.

i had a friend who doesnt seems to realise their mistake for what they have done to others, and they only realise what others did to them. What they did was to share with the third party about what happen to them, instead what THEY did to others.
So, who to believe?

oh well, do some self-reflection and think back why you guys receive such comments. There MUST BE a reason for that person to say it. If not, where do that comment come from? for fun? stop being a kid, and step out to be more mature teenagers.

Good friends don't hide the truth.
Bad friends keep the truth and makes you feel like a fool
its good enough for that person to tell you straight than keeping it to themself.

In terms of my character and personality, i rather accepts critics than praises.
And i rather accept a straight forward person as a friend as they do not hide their own dislike towards something.

As for a good friend of mine, he seldom says good points to me, instead he always says the bad points. Oh well, i take it as a "motivation" for myself to buck up. And thanks to him along with his bad critics, i changed for a better person.

running away with your own belief wont do good to your future.
because you will tend to repeat it again.
find a mirror and look at yourself.

OH WELL! lol. enough of that rubbish. i rather move on with my own life. painting it with many many many many colors. haha. i loike. i left with 51 more days to enjoy myself you know. no time for emotionals. as for today. i baked myself CUPCAKES AGAIN! haha. since i cant buy/find/order/purchase
( and all the word to go along with it. lol! )

as they don really deliver what i need and expecting. so i make myself lor. but still i want to find cupcakes. cox i wanna taste it.

and.... of course this picture aint real. haha.
taken from deviantart.com

well readers, before i serve the Nation.
i promise i will bake one good one for you guys k?

so tell me first if u want it yea. :)

for now im done :))
oh oh oh!
before i end my post
i would like to take this opportunity to thanks
~~Muhammad nur~~Hisyam
for helping me check my english. =] hehe.
lol! i will update soon for whats is coming. Take Care!

hey nigger! i miss you! ahaha

Updating

2009-02-12T02:13:00.006+08:00

Hey yaw!

reporting for updates.

Sore Eyes after Recovery

hmm. recover from sick, yet look sick. recently having sore eyes -.- Damn!

but im okay thou. haha. not sick. just watery eye due to that sore eyes of mine haha. yadiyadayayaya.

I miss my Secondary School Mates

i suddenly missed my secondary school mates! recently chatted with them
on msn. everybody is doing fine. and i get to know, my bestie going NS same
day same posting as me! haha. yey! got fren. so i wont be like a noob on the
registration. lol. 54 more days to go. before i get my football head. 0.0

Valentines Day.

will you be my partner?

i got a plan. but its random. haha. oh well, just to have fun around.

LOVE

love - what is love?

don ask me, i also dunno what it really means. lol.

oh well, sometimes bestfriend is good to just remain as it is. not more than that.

cox it will just make that friendship goes down the drain. and it wont be the same again.

Band / Sick

2009-02-03T00:06:00.003+08:00

Today wake up super early. 6am.
get up wash up, took bus to Caribbean At Marina Keppel. the Morning breeze was superb! haha. then took bus back to woodland. Rush to Marsiling Band. Late, 245 then reach. Teach my Section for awhile. then ask Hady to take over me for awhile. while i go to help out with the french horn section.

Problem arise,
Miss Jean Ong Soo Chuin, The big Fat Mother Fucker teacher of Marsiling Secondary School.

scolded me for letting Hady the Section Leader to conduct the Section? WTF! fuck off bitch! Hey, its good enough that i came back to help out. why cant he conduct the section? what the name of SECTION LEADER for? what kind of stupid qns u ask me? "He go syf for conducting or playing?" Bitches Are always Dumb! cant call her Bimbo, cox she dont even have a look. atleast i did my job, before i leave my section to him. and i give them a task to do. kan ni na.

okay. whatever.
My section good. Just need to tidy up, and get it cleaner.
French horn. Well, i cant judge u yet. Cox u guys are very unstable.
But, today was nice. hope during the full band, u guys produce the same, or even better.

After band, aimless direction. so head to Woodland Point to grab my dinner. then settle at one corner. and chit chat. then when back.

Yes, im sick.
Many of you ask. What happen to me. but i ans, nothing.
Now my temperature rising up. for already more than a week.
that's explain my quiet-ness, random-ness, weird-ness etc.
-explained-

Boredom!

2009-02-02T01:19:00.003+08:00

I'm in love.

Need a Job?

Call 1800-Suck Ma Dick.

Random

2009-01-29T03:23:00.019+08:00

Love. Yes, Love is Beautiful. But, Can you force love? No.

let it out.

2009-01-24T01:22:00.007+08:00

Anger - Sick - Confusion

What on earth are you trying to say to me?
am i a toy for you? am i like your "anger-listener"?
i am sick. you show no mercy towards me. i am sick b'cos of you.
prediction alone is not enough. you got to see it for yourself.
im being honest towards you, showing care towards you,
listen to every advise you gave.
yet, - rubbish.

Promise-
i hold on to the promise we set.
but you, happily, shooting me for no reason.
hey, what's the point of the promise then?
You don't see and understand the situation i am now.
i let it out to you late is because of some reason i had.
ATLEAST, i didnt lie, or keep it away from you.
Hey, im a human like you, if u are one.
who do you think you are to scold me vulgar as when you like?

Confusion-
i seriously don't know what are we now.
i totally lost. since we are still talking.
i assume you gave me a chance, and i am forgiven.
i only felt it for 5 days. and now, there is no more. i don know what is it now.
have i done any wrong?
on my special day, i expected something. but there is nothing at all from you.
who am i now? what are we? just a simple favor and wish for me to grant.
you always avoid it. i seriously don understand the situation now.
when i ask you, you keep on saying "don't know"
and then, "irritated" is the other thing that came out from your mouth.
haiz, what is it that im lack of now that i have in the past?
tell me. why issit you pressing me down and being harsh towards me.

time-
you can enjoy every day, every month, every year you have.
but i cant. my time is limited. HAIZ!
i tried to move on, but its damn difficult for me. every step i made
i always think of you. every place i go, it reminds me of you.
now, we are like fire and water. we cant even talk
we cant even meet. we cant even be happy together.
why everytime you must create a fight?.
i am being nice to you. is this what i get?

for whatever i've done wrong to you.
i'm on my knee seeking apology to you.
i am REALY REALY sorry to made you disappointed.
hope we can be happy with each other again.
i know what you are saying now.
but, if you want it, you will work for it.
Miracle won't just change your feeling just like that.
i want to start a new. please let me.
throw away the past please.
open up a new chapter. please.

this post, im not blaming you or shootingat you.
but, i am just letting it out. haiz.
hope you would really understand my feeling.
thank you.

The Marching Band

2009-01-21T00:43:00.003+08:00

Video of Marsiling Concert Band Marching in the Field.

The Basic Drilling.

The March Past.

will update my stuff sooner or later. keep in touch >.0v

2009-01-17T12:26:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to AZMI, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me.
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!

I'm officially 19 years old. lol.
would like to take this opportunity to wish

Nurul Aisyah Binte Abdul Aziz

A Happy 18th Birthday. whom fall on the same day as mine. =]

wish you all the best and best luck in your life.

hmm, this year birthday party, well, there is the fun and kick part. but there is also the disappointment. haiz. well. i enjoyed my special day. for once i felt like a superstar. lol.

as everywhere i go, everyone wishes me. *how cool is that* even from ppl i don know. cool eh?.

yea. i've celebrated at various places such as,

Singapore Flyers,
PLAY,
Marina Barage.
Swiss Hotel.

tons of gifts. thanks alot guys. for making the effort. lol.
better than nothing right. haha.
so yea.. it's fun.

special thanks for all who have wishes me like,

nicholas, clememz, hisyam, aisyah, ifa, shafiq, haniz, fahna, shahidah, shahida, aisyah, isabell, Joanne, alvin, amin, joreen, iskandar, jing hui, afiqah, Yiru, felicia, Lishan, atikah, dhaifina, yanling, fahrizah, dhaimirah, hisyam, sufi, fateha, afiq, zul, Daen, edmond, nerin, rahman, hadi, muzammil, nuraini, fitri, Masrifa, sihan, hon siong, ms ong, li qin, elfina, goldenboy, alvinjit, ayim, jing hui, naufal, shawn, shaun, hellven, amin, hafidah, calvin, adam, daryl, duncan, gabriel.

did i missed anyone? no right? haha. kk thanks alot guys.
i will update the photo sooner or later. take care

Btw, i want to wish all my Chinese Friends a Blessful
Chiness New Year. Gong Xi Fa Cai. lol.
Have a joyful Holiday yea.

2009-01-15T01:01:00.009+08:00

woohoo..
one more night to my birthday! hahaha. lol.
okay sshh..

lol. am i excited? * i don know~*
shall see how it goes.

recently, every evening will go to republic poly to slack around
and wash eye. haha. nothing better to do.
RP not bad la. okok only. haa.. k what am i talking about? haha. LOL!
arghh!
im just high la. gosh.
high?. horny?. woots...

hahaha. ok la i will stop my crapness. and update more soon.
pictures time! enjoy... hahaha..

Random order.

Trust me, its a windy day. ^^

Peace Yaw~

LOL! mind the face. LOL.

Golden Monkey or what?!? haha.

oooow~ tight loser. hahaha.

that's how her reaction would be when she saw
a hot guy posing behind her. =x

and she got shy, when it get BIGGER! LOL!!!!

awww~ look at that face.. haha. *baby*

OMG! Double chinny chin chin! pfft!

Plain Vain~

she just adore him. HAH! lol

and she is soooo over the moon to get a pic with
a guy like him. HA HA! looooooool! heeehaa!

okay done!
lol. hahahahahahahahaha.
see, i am totally high right now.
cant wait for Friday and Saturday. woooooo~
hahahaha. ALVIN! u promise me. hahaha. bleahz >.<

*steal from his blog. LOL*

kk. stop here already.
gonna hit the gym tmr morning ^^
hug&kisses. nitex! toddles.

2009-01-12T20:38:00.008+08:00

4 days to go.
hmm, will it be the coolest birthday or will it be not the memorable one?
hmm idk. shall just wait and see uh.

been very busy slacking around with frens.
oh ya, my house modem spoil, so i cant get online or this few days.
hmm.. so here am i in Republic Poly updating blog.

he make me smile whenever he called me =)

k O level result is out.
hmm good for me. IDK.

nvm, let me just upload SOME of the pictures taken few days back.
take care.

*random boredom*

k thats the pic for now. bye...

2009-01-01T16:02:00.009+08:00

Back from camp. yey at last.

band camp okay la not bad in overall. i was starving for food for the three days omg la.
food so little hw to survive. then at night same. i when for food hunting at the backstage ( bandmates bag ) lol! evil right?
sorry hornies.. haha i ate your honeystar. opps. atleast i been honest to tell you guys.
also very tiring la.

on the p.o.p night, hmmm okay eveything goes well. but not so well when it come to me being emcees. gosh la. my hand was like shivering like hell damn nervous. haha. but okayla fun.
HISYAM! haha meet and talk in person at last. haha
"to me beloved section. congratulation upon winning the best section of the year. keep up the good work and strive further for this year SYF. you guys still have looooooooong way to go yet in a short time of period."

to my dearest ex-band members from msl concert band.
i shall now call you guys the
OFFICIAL ALUMNI BAND OF MARSILING CONCERT BAND!!!
yey atlast, after many obsticle and many years of rejection, we manage to win it this time. haha.
i still remember clearly when the teacher announce that
"we shall now officially call you alumni's"

me: ALUMNI?!?!?!? *tears of joy*
farid: yey!! wohoo!
farid: (turn look at me)azmi you cry?!
me: hahah no! happy! lol.

okay enough of the happiness.
last day of camp. i'm dead tired and sleepy.
after cleaning and all stuff. the band had their games.
the alumni's came out with a new station and a game of our own. last min.
and it was like 15min before the game started.
so we just wen to the pe room take out wat we see and can be use. haha. and we manage to came out with a good game. was damn fun! so much laughter. haha.

haiya enough of talking lets to the pictures.

That's haniz and James doing their Emcess.

That's the Principle giving the HOLY speech. LOL!

Sheng Hao a.k.a Tomy
the Ultimate Band Major.

Drumline giving the Queue to March In.

March in

Asyura the ultimate Drum Major

Contingent B

Contingent A

Officially past down Sash.

Officially Drum And Band Major.

That's the band. 3/4 of the band.

My Clarinet Section. haha. woo~

That the Saxaphone's Section doing their section essemble.
SpongeBob Square Pants. hahah.

Oh that's me shaking my ass of doing the Emcess, with her eysah belo!

The official Alumni's BAH!!

Trombones the best generation. pfft! *Maybe*

the back.

Clarrrrrrrinet.

Oh ya~ i colored and highlighted my hair =]. one word MAT. sigh

marathon

2008-12-29T02:57:00.003+08:00

Yawn~~~

hehe. wake up late.

meet farid and sheng hao at Macdonal Civic Center to discuss on P.O.P stuff.

*so the last minute* everything settle. . & i was 1hr30min late. *first time* hehe.

then when to shopping. buy some stuff. den walk abit. ate dinner go home.

on my way home, met with alvin and edmond at tree house park.

they jio me out. so i tag along.. so down we go to ang mo kio. *it's been awhile i nvr go there.*

haiz. miss him..

den alvin bring us to this store near Bishan called "Icekimo"

haha. FIRST TIME go there. it was cool. japan-like kinda of restaurant. sell all dessert like ice cream cakes etc. COOL !

so we chill down. i bought.

Blackforest Trifle.

was superb!. haha.

and they bought this dessert call
chocolate fondue. COOLIOOO !

haha.

k den yea. walk back to ang mo kio.

me and edmond talk bus to woodlands. den i walk home.

here am i blogging about my day. where in 3hours time i need to report in school. PFFT! guess i'm going to be the first person to reach the school gate later. haha.

Marsiling Secondary School Concert Band Camp later. boo!~

3 Days 2 Night. haha.

oh ya. 30th december 2008

Marsiling Secondary Concert Band

will be having their annual Passing Out Parade

at Marsiling Secondary School Hall.

the programme will start at 7pm.

Free Entrance, Free Seatings, Free Food. Free Music. feel Free to come :))

Both Concert Band And the Alumni Band will be performing.

Catch them live as the music flow thru the hall.

PFFT! CRAP!

Basically in short. come and support ME! hehehehehe.

yadayadayada.

new year coming! cant wait to be a new guy. haha YEY!

i wanto go out with you before times up. haiz................

2008-12-27T02:43:00.006+08:00

i'm rather bored right now. so found another random qns to fill up my boredom.
haiz i feel so lonely now. we must it be this way. gosh. soon it will be gone for two years. how about the friendship? will be even far further away? will we be the same? gosh~ i don dare to think about it...

well~ new blogskin. so what do you think? to me like no change. hahahaha. k whatever.

What is my full name?
- Azmi Bin Ab Rahman
What im doing right now?
- Typing and eating pizza
What's your favourite thing(s) to do?
- daydream, work, hang out, gym.
Do u tink money can buy happiness?
- Duh~ no.
If u can have 1 wish to come true, what wud it be?
- start a new happy life
Do u believe u can survive without money?
- No.
Do u tink there is such a thing called 'LOVE'? Reason?
-Yea, cause i'm going thru it right now =)
What's love?
- Its greater than being happy.
What do u dream of doing in the future?
- Be in part of mediacorp crew, or produce a show under my direction
List out 3 gd points abt the person you are thinking now.
- 1st: He's petty!
2nd: Caring , yes i swear
3rd: Happy go lucky
What makes u happy?
- something that can make me smile or laugh. *i'm a simply person*
What types of person do u hate the most?
- Hypocrites.. Liars.. Troublemaker.. Emo-Fuck
Where do u see urself 10 years down the road?
- Married to a lovely lady that i love wit our first kid.
When someone says "Can i have your number?", what do you do?
-Sorry, you got to try harder
Who is the most important person in ur life?
- wahaha. gabriel =x
What do you tink is the most important thing in your life?
-happiness and laughter
Are you happy with your life now?
- Definitely NO!
The love of your life now?
- hmmm, myself. ^^
Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him/her?
- Yes i do! i just did that last year =)
Would you rather follow your heart or mind wen deciding for the rite one?
- i'll just follow the flow! :)

hmmm, today wake up late, farid wake me up through phone call at 1245pm -.- asking for the pop discussion. then continue my sleep. 130pm joreen called me. ask me out for lunch. so okay.meet her at 330 at cwp supposingly, as usual came at 4.05. haha.

wen to eat at banquet. together with farid. did some catch up with each other. then head off to treehouse park. met with the trombone french horn and trumpet section having sectional there.

*seriously, i've nvr see such band so pathetically having sectional outside in the public -.- sooooo the shamelesss and show off. ppftt. haha! =p*
k so find a spot and settle down, saw the darlings there too. haha. sat down with farid and joreen at the area, gossip around, called in asyurah to talk about the pop. settled.

then slack there till 9plus. head back to macdonald. eat dinner till 11 plus. walked home..

pfft! i seriously afraid of my stalker. gosh. yea, i DO have a stalker. its a male. fuck him off man.
irritating bastard. whatever.
dumdidumdumdidididumdum..

tmr working.................... gawd...
next week having band camp. yey? sob? i don know.
hmm.. well.. yea.. take care buggers.

(a hug would be nice to make me smile.)

2008-12-26T02:43:00.013+08:00

boredom hits me in the middle of the nights. cant get myself to bed. sigh.

what keep me awakes? - i don't know. well, i did some bloghopping did some qns to fill up my boredom.

1. - working & thinking of someone.
2. - i won't turned off my phone unless battery flat.
3. - i'm still asleep at 10am.
4. -cried last night.
5. -i do believe in fate.
6. - i want a chance to let me change.
7. - i rather be drench wet in the rain.
8. -sleep naked.
9. -i'm wearing boxer.
10. - my inbox contain sweet memories.
11. -complicated relationship makes me go nuts.
12. -i borrowed my twin's black long sleeve shirt.
13. -last movie watched - sex drive
14. -i'm proud of myself
15. -my last msg in my inbox is, "Dear i want to slp liao. take care ah. slp early k. Nitex. muackz."
16. -last song i sang out is "Can i have this dance"
17. -danny/danish
18. -latest text says "oh okay lor".
19. - i slept at 7am last night.
20. -i'm not happy.
21. -my bestbuddy is my best advise.
22. -i don't eat whipped cream straight from the can.
23. - talk on phone with my mom last night
24. - those irritating bustard.
25. -gabriel.

Birthday.

and yea, my birthday is counting down. what shoud i do? throw a party?
i don't know. gosh. there's few things i had in mind for my birthday thou. hmmm.
the ten things i want for my birthday is~ lol.

proper memorable birthday party.
dri-fit shirt from Mooks or NUM.
shoes, shorts, jeans.
crumpler bag.
digital camera.
blue cap or black cap or green cap.
nice perfumes.
makeover.
club party.
beetle car =) ( i will love this person to the core!)

hmmm yea, that's it. i doubt i will get all this stuff. DUH~
but well i really don know.

4.25am now. still fresh awake... what shall i do now?. gosh.
ticktockticktock.

2008-12-24T23:18:00.006+08:00

"busy", stressed, tired, sad.

busy with work. stressed over some stupid stuff.
tired of it. sad for lonelyness.

staying out for three straight night,
due to some reason.

when to Marsiling band, for dance stuff,
get tanned and sunburnt due to it.
hope everything done is worth it thou.
i know it's not easy. lets do it together.
next week POP! JIA YOU!

work work work. tired.
cant get enough sleep. but next week whole week will get off.
hopefully. if not sigh. must work.
but atleast get money. hehe.

some people are just being selfish for themself.
if you hate me. say it.
stop working so hard to create trouble and pain for me. not worth it.
im doing what u guys want. please stop whatever u guys are doing now.
i give up. i cannt take it. i begging you guys to stop everything.
i don want hear anything from you guys already. thank you

is this temptation. addiction. or stress?

i don't know.

i will not get myself near to it.

last but not least. wishing all of you a warm

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

2008-12-18T01:57:00.005+08:00

can't sleep. so crack my brain to update some stuff. * yawn *

*staring at the screen*

*look out window*

haiz

okay, lets talk about today.

17 december 2008.

firstly sorry nerin, haha 6 missed call from her, still i haven wake up. *GOSH, PIG me!*

supposed to meet he at 730, but wake up at 740 so nvm. hahaa

so take my time to bath.. etc...

reach band 10plus.

whole day, was running all over the place,

central square teach P.O.P entry, next in the art room prepare banners and props, next canteen, music room. okay i think i exercise enough.

didumdidumdumdum....

teach HSM dance. TIRED!!!! gosh. fucking no mood to teach, but i force myself to teach, cox they also tired. so okay. not bad.

3hr teaching is worth it. so yayayayayyaya

k done.

fall out, slack at normal places,

dared Afiq to put on spongebob "mascot" * don know correct spelling or not"

dared him , from MSL sec nearby coffee shop to MSL MRT!!! hahahaha

he did it siol was fun, he make my day, hahaha. alot ppl keep laughing, looking.

okay. i really don know what to talk here. k go pictures

haiya lazy liao la. i want sleep.

tired~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

BYE!

2008-11-13T00:04:00.004+08:00

Here to rush an update. School. Tired. Final Year Project's. Sleep when i have the time. School. School . School. Power nap here and there. There. Updated. Really no time man. Suppose to sleep now. but my eye cant seems to be shutting (rubbing my eye hard)

okay whats up next.
hmm, okay firstly now i really concentrating on my projects eventhough it was given as a group work. but the marks were graded individually. so i really being selfish in this project. (evil laugh *silently*) seriously no no joke. im halfway to finishing my characters. moving up soon for animation. okay lets put that aside.

secondly, some of you guys may have realise that my attitude and character starting or already very harsh and heartless.
all thanks to the two bimbo's

oh well, enough said. Prepaid low!!!!!!! cant msg.
so im sorry hisyam for not replying you msg. im not with him that time. so yea. hope you are doing well yea =].

i'm really lost. i need help. who would be there? haiz.

ohwell! it is late already, bedtime for me now. goodnight! :D
tmr plan for gym and continue with my projects.

pictures update soon.

2008-10-28T14:21:00.003+08:00

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3

(watched)

okay lah, base storyline still nvr change. can like expect what come next. but in overall the movie is good. sweet. the ending was awesome. haha. watch it for free at watch-movies.net. hehehe. so yep. WATCHED!

SAW V ( 5 )
(watched)

scary. thrilling and gross. draggy. but i like it. wont watch it for the second time cox i cant bare to watched the cut blood splattering all over body chopped into two. okay enough. eww. it makes me puke. maybe im still 18. the movie is R21 anyway. gosh. k catch it. its worth watching.

you blame me for this happen.
you blame me for your lost.
you blame me for creating all this.
you blaming for all of it.

at the very start and from last time.
i warn you, i did warn you.
if u accept things will get worst.
you ignore me. and accept.
now it happen.
you blaming me? what the fuck.
and u didnt see i already avoid and warn u at the first place.
now u want to blame me? is it my fault?
i showed care and concern all this while.
did u change? yes towards others only.
why must i get the special treatment? scolding and shouting at me. you think im not hurt issit?
i got feelings okay. you dont even want to listen when i wanted to help you
now it already happen you pointing fingers and mad at me.

then still i get the punishment and you hating me for that?
i got no one else to tell out my problem openly.
i don feel comfortable as i tell you my problem.
now you got someone to pampered to love to care.
you want to kick me off again? you feelings automatic change?
why don you see all this start from that person? why cant you feelings change towards that person?
why issit me? did i do anything wrong?

you compare me with your friends.
im the only one who have the most problem, you friend not like me.
so what?! friends are not all the same okay! you know me very well what the fuck la
i really need someone to deliver this to him la.
he just fucking stubborn who don want to listen to me!
what i say is all cant be seen and make him realize!
to him is all nonsense. he don even care about my feelings how i go thru.
my help my care my concern my love my effort my time is all WASTED!

i don know what i can do la.
to you im irritating. im ridiculous. im a rubbish. i got mental problem. im disgusting.
yes! all the bad stuff is me!
i will nvr get any good from you.
im forever wont change?! you dare to say this.
omg la. argghh!!! i really had enough la.
if i know you are already plan to be like this.
i wont help you from the start. let you get the shame! let you see the video yourself!
let you know yourself and feel the pain! let you get tease by ppl. get you face the world.
if this is what you call good friend. i don know who you are.
i had enough!!!!!!!!

2008-10-27T02:04:00.005+08:00

There goes my bestestclosestfriendimosttrusted for the rest of my life.
he is doing it again!!!!!!! omg omg omg omg omg You have an emotional range of a teaspoon.
(pouts out loud, if that is really possible, people with thick thick slimy lips,
they pouts out really LOUD with a big big SLURP~)See, i'm going crazy!
I NEED SLEEP! AND COFFEE. I wonder how interestingly dumb people spell coffee.
COFE, COFFI, KOFI, gofi, goffee, gothy, kofi, coughy. (wtf look?)

I'm gonna go mix some sand into my cup of water and pretend it's coffee now!
(insanely pulls my hair to get the mad people look) (flaunts)

(put my finger in my mouth and drools) (and then walks away)
haha you need to be really imaginative to read Danish's blog

(breast) (what did you just picture?!) (i pictured japanese hentai girls you leh?)

(fingernail hair)

(blonde ankle hair)

Omg retarded! BYE!

wait!

H I A T U S (watch paris hilton's MY NEW BFF; hot~)

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 IS AIRING NOW!!!

i wanna watch yey! i wanna watch yey! hehehe.
seeeeeee im going crrrrrrrraaaazzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!

i want his hair!!!! can?!
i want his smile!!! can?!
i want his teeth!!! can?!
omg!

iloveyou.♥

CUPCAKESSSSS!!!!

2008-10-23T10:55:00.007+08:00

Today is Thursday.
nothing special today. cant go out!
damn parent. haiz.

so did something useful for myself.
i bake CUPCAKES! yey. ^^
so atleast i wont be like rotting here infront of computer..

lets check out what i did this afternoon.

introducing...
vanilla buttermilk cupcakes with color frosting

ingredient:

1 1/3 cups all purpose flour
½ teaspoon baking soda
½ teaspoon baking powder
¼ teaspoon salt
1 cup sugar
¼ cup butter, room temperature
1 large egg
1 teaspoon vanilla powder
¼ tsp vanilla extract
1 cup buttermilk

Preheat oven to 350F.
In a medium bowl, stir together flour, baking soda, baking powder and salt.
In a large bowl , beat the butter and sugar together until it looks creamy. Beat in the egg and the vanilla powder and vanilla extracts until mixture is smooth.
Add half of the flour mixture to the butter mixture and stir until almost combined. Add buttermilk and stir, again, until almost combined. Add the rest of the flour and stir until all ingredients are mixed in.
Divide batter evenly into muffin cups.

Bake for 18-20 minutes at 350F, and then inserted a toothpick into the center of a cupcake comes out clean!.

after cupcakes well risen and firm to touch
leave on the rack for about 10 mins before frosting .

Bought decorating color icing from cake mate
for my cupcakes topping ..

it's easy and convenient !

alright ..

My fav, presentation time !

( my messy drawing & handwriting =/ )

i usually plan and design what i want before kick start ..

So decorate your cupcakes as you desire.

Mine Finally Done!

presentating my creation for the day

Danish's Party cupcakes !

ideal for birthday parties , tea party treats , baby shower etc ..

hope this " messy " job of mine score well today =)

alright peeps! that's all for today ..
i want eat my cupcakes now. hehe

had wrote a note to remind myself to smile ( big full smile ^^ ) at the mirror everyday
before i start my day !
maybe you can give a try too .. it works =)

im back bloggers!!

2008-10-19T11:08:00.005+08:00

hello people im back!
been missing for some times already.
sorry guys

firstly, school has started. BEEN SUPER BUSY!

my timetable:

Monday | 8am - 6pm
Tuesday | 8am - 5pm
Wednesday | 930am - 1pm
Thursday | NO SCHOOL (yey!)
Friday | 8am - 430pm
Saturday | 930am - 6pm

yea that my timetable for this last semester.

well my first week. this is how it goes.
i only went for lesson for one time. Monday
tuesday to saturday i was at simei ite attending
WorldSkill Singapore Competition 2008. gosh
its super tiring! morning wake up 530 reach there 830 till 6 plus.
but its fun. get to know new frens. experience the event.
PICTURE WILL BE UPLOADED SOON ON MY NEXT POST.
so yea, basically. this whole week i spend most of my time on this event.

next, i wanted to apologies to all my friend who have been contacting me thru my phone. im really sorry for not replying ur msg. im sorry. i did get ur msg.
im sorry:

Haniz & iskandar - im sorry guys for making u guys worried. im doing fine. haniz. take care of urself k. hope u are coping well with your o lvls. MISS YOU GF, BF TOO!

My darlings - sorry eh ling ling sekalian. for not replying. ermm, at last, we did meet up at my house. hehe. hope u guys are enjoying. take care darling ku.

Hisyam - dude, sorry eh, nvr reply. i apologies to u on msn already right. haha so enough already ehk. hehe.

JINGHUI! - haha. cuteass really sorry la. don sad sad liao. u still have me around. anything can just come to me ba. take care alright?

did i miss anyone out? err... OH!

Lishan & Siekmee - sorry for not answering your call last friday. i was on the competition la. cant pick up ur call. sorry k.

k i hope i nvr miss anyone out here.

English O level is on tuesday!!!!! OH MY GAWD!!
am i prepared? i guess not? hais

BTW I GOT ANNOUCEMENT TO MAKE.
i am hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 07 April 2009 (TUE) at 8.30am
to......................................
POLICE ACADEMY (PA)
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wooohoooooooo!! [applause]
go go go aleh aleh aleh.

kk i've said enough. now i want to get a good rest.
take care people!

2008-10-12T00:26:00.002+08:00

YEY! PUSSYCAT DOLLS got new music video already..hahaha

frm the recent album DOLL DOMINATION.
i hate this part. ( FAVOURITE!! )

2008-10-09T02:04:00.004+08:00

well, this is something racist i want to brought it up.
MALAY/MUSLIM/ISLAM whatever shit they call it.
well, i quite ashamed to be part of this race. as u see, mostly student who studied religious SCHOOL ( get it straight SCHOOL not class ) is the one who will become those havoc, spoiled, "uneducated" kids. e.g minahs, mat, prostitute. not even saying about kids. PARENTS TOO!, such a fat old mom, wanto dress like a youngster? omg la, they out of their mind. i don understand. especially in malaysia, the so called "religious country" but see how they behave, hooligans. riot. rapist. sex. pfft. religious indeed.. to me i really think this race is just making fool of themself. as they say, suci(pure in malay). but not.

maybe some of you guys know, that PCD( PussyCatDolls ) was fined and banned from performing in malaysia in yaer 2006, as they was tooooo sexy, and the outfit was over revealing?. issit their fault for doing such stuff?.

but this year, PCD is back to malaysia to perform on MTV Asia Award. now, they have obey the rules. and cover up their body and cut off their sexy dance movement.
to me, malay ppl are just trying to be stupid, getting attention frm ppl by doing stupid stuff? like getting into big fight, peircing, tattoos, pfft. what a disgrace.

well i've said enough. this entry is frm MY OWN POINT OF VIEW. if any of you reader get insulted or whatever. sorry.

here is the video of PCD live in MTV Asia Award 2008.
PS: this is the first performance, they dress super decent, and dance not toooo sexy. no matter how much they change, their performance is still hot.
you can compare the movement they change.
2:50 - 3:10 = compare with the second video below.
take note, Ashley didnt do her signature dance (leg Split) at 2:58

normal PCD

k done.

2008-10-04T16:58:00.002+08:00

Beethoven Virus.

Kang Gun Woo is an orchestra conductor in his 40's. He is an elite workaholic conductor who has a very bad reputation. He is known as someone who will do absolutely anything in order to create the very best music. However, due to his self-righteous and stubborn personality he thinks that only his thoughts are correct which makes him unable to form good relationships with those around him. He meets Du Ru Mi, a violinist, and a trumpet player who has the same name as him, and together they form a love triangle.

despite my mood and physical health, i watch this video to cool myself down. its a really nice show to watch. somehow or another, i see myself in related one of the character. well-worth of watching. im still hang up at the second episode. looking forward for the third episode.

2008-10-04T15:43:00.001+08:00

unwell

2008-10-04T00:50:00.005+08:00

.HATRED.

to you fuckers, who hated me for what i am. PLEASE get your own life to fool around. cox i HAD ENOUGH with all your nonsense. is there any wrong being friends with him? and in the first place who are you to spoil our friendship? you make this friendship izzit? you the god izzit? FUCK OFF LA! spreading rumors about us. bad naming us, trying to drop our reputation. what you get from that huh?! okay, you win, cox now everywhere i go, its like im the "famous" guy around? cox ppl talking about me behind my back, thinking i nvr heard anything? BAH! ( oh by the way thanks for making us famous =] ) if want to say also, SAY IT TO THE FACE LA! dont just put a mask infront of us, while you there hiding behind those com tagging us! BITCHES SLUT WHORE! want to ask qns, can just come straight to us and ask us, don need to tag with ur "passerby, bloghopper, unknown, gabby, dan etc.." - keeping quiet doesnt mean i can tolerate all your nonsense. and we find it weird cox, why izzit must the rumors and stuff come to me rather than him? oh~ you came to bitch around with me cox you guys think im weaker right. cox u cant defeat him. sorry YOUR WRONG! get to know my background first before fooling your rotten dick with me. now i getting weird msg asking me to watch out? what the fuck. i think im the one should tell that to you. cox one more nonsense come from you guys,

i really going to get down harsh on this matter. i don give a damn if your a guy or GIRL. i'll bash you up, till im happy.

FUCK YOUR MOM FILTHY PUSSY FUCKERS!

I've not changed, this has been in me since i was born. It just that i didn't show.
if you think im change. so be it. i wont tolerate judgment.

2008-09-30T02:16:00.003+08:00

wow. looks like the video on my previous post kinda attractive.*applause, woohoo~* haha. laughing stock ehk? say whatever you want k.. i take it..

feedback:
many says, i should upload more of those kind of video rather den still pictures *boring* haha. true right? haha. but video also very mafan ( troublesome ). haha.
well, i shall take that to a consideration ba. well, today nothing much happen.
last night, i tawn with my lappy. *not mine actually, its nic's lol* yea den, went for morning jog. back home, wash up, go out. to frens house. till evening come back, was suprise to see my room was paint-ed, yellow-ish orange-y. * i HATE IT VERY MUCH!!! *
i prefer my white wall and black with urban grafiti!!! haiz nvm den. and put up my curtains, arragne my furniture. GEE! my room now more like a girl room can? =.= if my wall color still the same it all goes very well la. (irritating parents, im not thanking them for painting my room!).
k den nvm. get bored, so took out my camera and did some camwhoring.

nothing happen. so yea here one of it. took alot. only few is nice.

thats my twin brother azmi *camwhoring while i was surfing net =p*

very bad hair day! argghh!
not a good day today.

but im looking forward for tmr!!! wheeeee~~~~ hahaha
but my stomach now like giving warning la..... damn it..
hope it wont get worst. *may god bless me =x*

k done! wuush!

2008-09-28T19:58:00.006+08:00

yo yo yo..*ne-yo pose*
today i did some room service on my own.
anyone up for special service? *horny look/winkwink* haha
doctor ask to rest well.
but my butt itchy *scratch*and my room is dirty. *sneeze*
so did some cleaning whole day. haha..
ppl keep asking why my room serving so long. (so kaypo sia. LOL!!!)
cox i did some camwhoring on my own.
and even take some foolish video of me cleaning.
*im so retarded la* HAHA! had fun my own. haha.
yea.. my room almost done. just need to put up my
new RED curtain ( sorry daffy ) *seriously, seriously i purposely bought it RED. haha*.
and shifting of stuff and its done. whee~
hari raya two more days leh. *rolling eye* haha. kkkkk
gonna stop my rubbish here.

i will show u guy one of the video i took today.*paisehhh*. haha..
i look kinda cheeeeenna.*oh izzit.. fake right?*
cox the lighting is bright. *ohh~ icic FAKE* NEW BULB ehk... hhaha
blah~blah~blah~ here the video. im not that good at dancing
bare with it =]
kkkk enough already, nothing much happen after that. dont think too far. lol
*dan, lame la you. lame!*

waiting list:
-new curtain
-new chair
-sofa bed
(ikea service damn slow =x)

last but not least.
WAITING FOR GABBY TO BE BACK IN ONE MORE DAY!!
oh! oh! oh! aleh aleh aleh~~~ *really im dancing and cheering here*

kk im done here. tatatititutu! xoxo

2008-09-26T00:49:00.005+08:00

nothing happening today..
wake up - breakfast - bath - slack - gym - back to causeway point
wait for hasyim - off to Punggol Primary For band tutoring..
GOSH!
seriously, this school i have a very hard time teaching.
teach them i can break my fast sia.. super STUBBORN..
lucky i fast, if not. woohoo.. comfirm the kids cry. haha
but i teach wat i can today. but they no improve. i tried my best so yea. hehe
and Mr "Yeah" (the conductor) super funny la.. haha.. very violent toward the kids. haha
but overall okay la.

received call from Dr. Ignatius Gabriel ( my doctor )
good news, im cured from the poison.. SAFE! hahah.. whee~
but bad news, the pain is still around!! ARGGhh! its killing me!
tmr check up. hais hope wont get any operation uh.. PLEASE!!!

4 more days GABRIEL IS BACK! wohoohoohohoho *DANCING*
miss him fucking hell LOADDssssa...
hahaa.. gabriel is coming back!, gabriel is coming back! YEY! hahah

didnt manage to get picture today..
but i got one picture to show. hehhe

hahaha.. cute?

okay might be ugly =x.. but real person he is.. haha
yea thats all..

(yeah. my English Sucks Tonigh. bare with it)

2008-09-23T13:26:00.009+08:00

Browsing thru Youtube again! haha..
Well, after ITE i want to move on to poly. which poly?
TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC
(Communication and Media Management OR Hospitality & Tourism Management)

and one of the reason i wanna join them is this.. lol Enjoy!...

Rihanna - Umbrella

Aqua - Barbie Girl

Britney Spears - Hit me Baby One More Time

well, you may find it lame.. but i dont, cox its fun. the people are supportive.
Will u do that openly in sch and not caring what ppl will say or do??
and can i say, are your classmate that supportive enough?..... (:

2008-09-22T19:32:00.015+08:00

Hi bloggers, i would like to share this video with you guys.
i found this video while browsing thru Youtube.
well it really touches my heart. "Love knows no limit and
True Friendship last a lifetime."-

2008-09-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

well, these are my three lovely ladies. on our outing of PhotoShooting.

Yohoho!

FINALLY PROJECT DONE!*dancing*
freedom now. haha. Started worked at Sentosa.. wooo!!
H-A-P-P-E-N-I-N-G !! i like and i enjoy-ed.
Marsiling SECONDARY school Band has Formed their own Alumni and
their FIRST performance preview is on the Marsiling Secondary School Concert Band POP itself.
so catch them live..
okok enough promoting.

and that boy there, Shafiq. he is the Thailand boy..

yea. hmm, gastric - still old same, but i getting used to it. so nothing much. can handled.
went for msl alumni practice. haha! great practice for the first time! our sweet tone is still there.
haha. very excited.
hmm, well today is SUNDAY..
woke up late. so lazy to go out..
so slack at home, clean my room, re-arrange places. and sleep.
COX TOMORROW I WAN GO OUT! hahaha.

and this is, Datin duh?. she the loud speaker, and her mon lovesss me alot. btol tak "mak"? lol

hey people, wanna see how i look like when im in primary school? omfg haha.
got this picture from amin. haha. well lets see if u guys can find me. hehe.

this is Gabriel, my one and only Closest Best Buddy i loved most (: i miss you bro!

2008-09-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

today didn't go to school. why? firstly, wake up late. second, stomach attack again =.=

so stayed at home all the long.

lucky today Nicholas ended early.
so he accompany me. But i make him pissed off lol.
cox i take his photo without permission?
and keep irritates him by snapping random shots. haha.
k sorry, i delete all the photo liao. i wont do it again.
must love to take photo la you handsome what. hehehe. >.<
so what did i do the whole day?

- finish up my project *yet to finish, 1 more to go*
- watch movie over the net
- crack code to search for bloghopper identity. *found out 3 user*
(we shall deal with you guys soon).

yea, whole day facing lappy untill now.
Saturday, is my first day of work at SENTOSA!! woo i cant wait. haha.
tomorrow i don want go school can? my project haven finish la. how to hand up. *faint*
and i just find out, my PE is 56% !!!!!! OMG la. i come PE everytime play, volleyball and floorball. den my attendance 56% like what the hell??!?!?!?

today watch 5 video altogether. haha.

4bia.

You Don't mess with Zohan

The Love Guru

American Pie: BAND CAMP

Dante's Cove

hahaha.. i miss CAMWHORING!!!
can anyone date me out for that? i want edit photo. i want have photoshot again!!

two day liao.. starting to miss bf... gosh... 12more days to go..

k uh, i want take a rest. shall continue my work tomorrow.
Goodnight People! xoxo

2008-09-18T01:46:00.000+08:00

!!!!PROJECTS!!!!

FOUR project need to be finish by friday. omg la.. im already way ahead of time.
no time to lose man. really stress up now.
just finish 2. left two more to go! two more days. gosh and then im FREEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!.
yey.

haha. okay.. recent update.
been going thru alot of stuff beside being stress. im starting to smile laught again like hw i use to.
my stomach still same no improvement.
and.. life ABIT of improvement hehe..
time pass very fast as maybe, im really focusing on my project.
flash, video production, 3d animation, sound creation. omg la.
all need storyboard all need scripting all need real planing. walao
im really not good at it la.
nvm enduring for two more days. and i will be done with it.

BF went for oversea trip. sian.....
omg la.. gonna miss u alot alot man..
but atleast we get to chat before left singapore. haha
manage to crack laughter and share stuff. lol.

then. yea.
as u guys know im now under medication
so around 11am especially, if receive any weird msg or wat. pls ignore.
cox im drunk. haha. serious.
like wat happen on monday.
didnt wen to school. as vomitted blood and stomach screeming.
so head back nic house.
teacher call.
so this is what happen:

ring ring ring~~~
teacher: can i speak to azmi?
azmi: are stupid, im azmi la?
teacher: okay, why nvr come school today?
azmi: im not straight im gay!
teacher: what?! u gay?! (she was talking infront of whole class)

OMG LA!.. thats what my teacher told me la..
i cant remember what i say also.
den go lesson next day, all tease me sia.
so ya. IM GAY. so? i prefer be a BI. hahha.
anw none of ur problem also.
hahha. but to think again. omg la. funny siol.
then my teacher tot i was being rude to her. hahaha.

yadiyadiyayaya....
didnt take alot of photo these days. tired.
go school take bus sleep. reach school work. take bus home sleep. reach home work. sleep.
i only eat dinner for these few days.
woooooo~~~~ one week liao nvr fast. omg........

Pssstt!! i talk to AMIN!!!!! for like after six years of silence between us.
atleast i make my move at haniz tag, to talk to him.
and TODAY 18september2008. we talk again. hahaha.
not bad la. haha. his look didnt change alot.
but his character maybe. haha didnt expected. haha
but cool!. hahah.

k random photo taken this week.

Taken outside my Campus, right after lesson. otw back home.

believe it, its full moon on 15september. so bright!!! and round.

at EastCoastPark while doing Project on Video Production. (break time).

hahaha. tak puase!! hahahah. smelly face.

Go ahead and say what u wanna say,
you know what is like to be nameless.
you can talk about me. cox im a hot topic.
i see you watching me, watching me, and i know u jealous of it.

2008-09-11T03:03:00.000+08:00

3 am now

gosh la.. im so fuck up now.

why cant someone help me when im in trouble?

i desperately need help.

my project, kana scolded frm teacher for nothing.

just bcox i didnt come school for two days and the project is not moving.

FUCK! group project for what?!

cant be bothered to fight back.

cox my stomach hurts. gastric+food poisoning. gosh la.

this few days, mood swing. like PMS. pfft

CHEE BYE sia nobody can ask for help.

btw thanks nicholas, for lending me the laptop.

accompanying me for four night. thanks alot.

eventhough u just disturbing me all the way. but still, my project moving.

and thanks for being my hero that night. HAHA!!

if u werent around i don know what would happen to me siol.

i owe you one.

and haniz, thanks for your care and concern towards me.

i really touched by ur act.

ur paper coming soon. start mugging now k.

don worry about me so much=]

THANK YOU HANIZKU! MUACKS

&&&

Got a job at Sentosa, i enjoy the place alot, cox can see ppl tanning woooot!

most probably u guys would have known which side im working =D so yea

clever clever go find out.

trying to get a second job for this holiday.

School. suck with the new teacher..

project pilling up. deadline in a week

nobody helping or guiding.

ppfff... what a life..

stomachpainstomachpainstomachpainstomachpainstomachpainstomachpainstomachpain

2008-09-08T11:39:00.000+08:00

hey im here. edit blog again.
today nvr go school.
early morning. after breakfast. fell asleep for 30min.
hit by a bad bad bad bad gastric.
when in out toilet for like a dozen times.
the pain. GOSH! cannot explain. just super pain.
till lie down on the ground rolling-rolling. gee.
i know my english now bad. cox my stomach still pain. cannot think.
barely walk. is this how women feel when they give birth? goshla.
lets listed down what i've eaten last few days

Long John Silver (dinner)

toast bread, hot milo (breakfast)

fried noodle, blueberry (dinner)

Hotcake with sausage meal (breakfast)

Popeye, Mcnugget meal (dinner)

half boil egg, milo (3 days breakfast)

pataya, milo (dinner)

Ramli Burger, deng deng, blueberry (dinner)

i don know which day causes this stomach pain. arghh.
k nvm, just bare with it. till i get to the doctor later.
im now at my friends house. continue doing my project. he sleep. i blog. hahaha.
maybe later going down to msl band, to take scores. provided i can walk. haha.

okay, i shall end it here for now.

ohya, before that, i shall upload photos. wooo~

Gab and Dan

See alvin seems having lots of fun. was left alone unpick. *anyone?*

Gabriel

Joanne

Alvin

Did enjoyed my night with them. looking forward for second time =]

2008-09-07T15:28:00.000+08:00

wooohooo!!..

brand new look and a brand new tag for my blog.

haha.

so how was it?.. took me 1hr to set this blog.

haven finish. cox im running out of time.

i will update my blog soon..

with photo and stuff.

okay quick recap now:

my school updates, hmm been super busy with school projects and event

gotto cancel some of my plan and request due to school stuff. sorry.

my update, hmm. life is bored. trying to figure things out. haiz. i dunno.

hmm,on 5sept, was at changi airport together with, Gabriel, Joanna and Alvin.

tawn the whole night. was quite fun. they study. i disturb abit. and help out in their stuff.

and also took photos. but cant upload now.

er.. and, yea, late for my morning breakfast. rush to macdonald.

finish my meal just on time. after which we went home.

today, nothing to do. walk here and there.

went to cyber cafe. and here, updating my blog and stuff.

i will be back soon. byebye!!

i love people to talk about me.

cox when they hate me, they will gossip and talk more about me.

and that, they make me popular.

so talk about me more, you will make me popular. =]

ps:
bloghopper/shasha/dan/yz- whoever you are.
please, be mature. we are lazy to entertain your crappy-ness.
if you not happy, just come face to face and say. dont be a coward tagging our blog.
scolding ppl for nothing.

2008-09-01T18:42:00.000+08:00

HOPE YOU DID ENJOY THAT DAY! =)

2008-08-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

hey! its been a long time since i updated this blog.

haha..

okay.. i know guys its getting dusty and dead.. what to do..

lappy also dead. haha.. will get new one soon.

so yea..

first of all, before that person irritates me again

i wanto say

"THANK YOU NICHOLAS FOR YOUR LAPPY!!"

reason: borrowed it to finished up my project. deadline tomorrow!

(i was force by him to say that =p)

happy liao mr. nicholas?

okay.. whole day focusing on my project and doing my compo

and planing some stuff. STRESS!!

my life will nvr been better.

happy for a moment frustration in a while. forever like dat.

cant anyone pity me? must i always give in?

okay school life,

participating in WorldSkill- Video&Sound Production,

won a Photography contest-3rd prize worth $600 on "what causes global warming?"

passed my phase test.

aiming for first for my current project. wanna beat that BOOTLICKER.

recently me,

kinda into sports, such as

volleyball
basketball
badminton
floorball
cycling.

been to gym for twice a week.. woo!

not working anymore liao.. hais..

finding new one. aiming NewBalance.

and urmm, what else?

and ya, lose temper easily.. haha

so watch out. step on me, u will get it.

wait for you to step on mine.

/BLOGHOPPER\.

owe an apology to edmond,

for not meeting u the other time for the third time,

sorry, will make sure meet u on the fourth. promise.

and yeah, i think i will stop here for now. kinda tired.

update soon, which i don know when. haha.

just keep a look out.

kk byebye buggers! hahaha

youyou: dont angry liao k? im truly sorry. hughug!. you angry not cute la.
SMILE! take good care k?

2008-05-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

hallo buggers!
sorry for not updating any post.
as i have difficulties.
my lappy is dead -.-
so be patient and i will update soon after it recover.
for quick review of myself now.
note to everybody.
if u got any problem or any thing.
please dont come and find me at the moment
i need to settle myself down first. sorry.
im not being myself these days.
so yea. anytime i will blow up.
so play safe - treat me well.

im sick.

to you:
i miss you. ALOT

2008-05-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

MONDAY!!
when to east coast for alumni band BBQ.
there's sad and happy in this event. but i minding my business.
so yea.
it was EFFING! sun glaring! woo!. saw alots of my old frens there.
hot guys turn me on. suddenly =S
despite my problems. i try to forget everything and get this chance to get myself hyper/high.
so here we go.

in order.

in the bus otw to ecp.
dan.daffy

at parkway parade.
naz.dan.shaf

random
naz.daffy

me eating ben and jerry
*like at last. pheww*

shaf.dan

sqeeeeeeze
daffy.shaf.dan

wooo i look chubby here.
why? stuffed hotdog bun in my mouth. HAHA!
i've slim down ppl. =p

random.
see that hand? HAHA! sslllurpp!

acting cute
*actually no need la* HAHA!

gosh. so the -------
=x

okay. i look AJ here. =x

mam rekkha.shaf.dan

YEY! i bladding!
*YES! FINALLY!*

peace yaw!

the alumni's

me BBQ-ing.

haha! this two guy so suspicious.
SERIOUS! everyone saw it.
i like the guy in red. haha k!

group-ing
daffy.shaf.mam abby.dan.mam ching ting.naz

preparing drinks

haha! nothing to do.
attempt: piggyback her.
trust me she's heavy. =x

by the sea.

jump!

ooooooo k.

"DAN! come on STRIP!!!!!!"

AND JUMP!

hot stuff!
k not.

bang bangs!

k i look so not me. -.-

errrr....??

i like the effects

seriously!!! that moon!!!
rises right in front of us!
damn nice. that feeling just cant describe.
i when high after that. PLUS FULL MOON!
gosh!!!

sir jia hao.dan

smile!!

let's go wild!!!

ready? 1... 2... 3..

JUMP!
*lixin damn heavy that she cant lift herself off the ground =x*

dan. and beloved mam rekkha

lishan.dan

so before i get drunk and get real high.
everyone pack and head back home.
some stay there. so yea. here some of us left.

alot of picture taken. but lazy to upload. haha.
so roughly u guys know la my day how.
i did enjoy and have fun. but after loitering again.
everything comes back. hais.
back to square one. but atleast i get myself happy. =]

in the bus. we make a fool of ourself.
laughing out loud like nobody business. squeeze each other.
haha! sir jia hao!!
thanks for your lap. haha. i do get heavy everytime i swallow food down. right?
haha. thanks for your lap yea?!

so yea.
bad news coming.
hais. i dunno who to approach to now.

its 0115 now.
phase test later. hais.
just come school for 30minutes?!!!???!!
gosh. and i dunno i can take or not. hais
shall see how.

till here buggers!
update soon.

k last photo.

so long buggers!! lols

2008-05-18T01:27:00.000+08:00

did nothing much today.
when for a job interview. i did soso. not my best.
but we did laugh a lil.
so yea.. finding other jobs.
ask daffy and shaff along for accompany since everyone is busy with own stuff.
i sick of being alone.

photos.

after interview head to cineleisure burger king. sit down chit chat didnt eat.
waited for a shop to open. after opened, daffy when to get her hair extended.

then we walked around HEREEN.

what do you think of this picture?

to me this is cool. masterpiece of an art.
[ nip tuck ]

after which when back to woodlands. nerin joined head to changi airport.
then joreen join.
walk walk walk then head back to woodlands.
get my stuff unpacked and head to frens house. so yea.

-end-

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to you:

i feel i've been push far away from you now.
i need you. (avoiding = hurting me)
hais. hais. hais.
left alone unwanted.

get back please.
letting the time cure the wound.

2008-05-16T03:56:00.000+08:00

exams coming. gonna start my holiday on the 5th of june.

hais. still got no plan.

nothing much to blog thou. so bored.

its 4am exact now. hais. 2 hour more, before i get started to school.

btw, i cant wait for "THE QUEST 08"

i joined.

why most of my friends afraid of me when i didnt smile or when im angry?
hmm.. wondering.. do i look that fierce? (nah.)

to those people who is wondering why am i behaving weird this days.
here is the ans. im stress. im having my own problem. serious problem. so dont need to come and ask me. i will just keep quiet. sorry if i blow up to u guys. to Johnny, im sorry to have hurt ur arm. Cox i dont like people to touch me unneccessarily. but i've already warn u three time. u didnt listen. so u get it. but still im sorry. anyway, dont worry guys, if i got the chance. i will get back to normal. mayb soon, or just wait. me myself im not that sure when. so yea.

Monday - vesak day.
going East Coast Park with Marsiling Band Peeps. Mostly Pioneers. Looking forward to it.

k uh. nth to blog. sian. bye.

2008-05-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

TO HANIZ!.

thanks for the dishes you gave me.
it was really superb! best waffle ever tasted. REALLY!
and ur lasagna. SUPERB LA! i cant bare to let the food finish. cox i want more!!.
haha. really thanks for ur dishes. REALLY!!!. thanks alot. i really dunno hw to repay u. and really. no one knows hw i feel now. =]

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changi airport is my home now.

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to you:

im really regret for what i've done. seriously dead regret.
i will nvr forgive myself for what i've done to you.
hais. i seriously regret. please.
let me be happy for a moment.
my breathe is counting down. u shud know why. haiz.
really die-ing wanted to talk to u.
i really miss u lots.

~~sarah~~

2008-05-11T14:30:00.000+08:00

it have been a long time since ive update.
so lets me get started.
my week was a total disastrous. full of problems.
less sleep. less food. more work. more stress.
so ya. settling one by one.

so without doing any talking lets grab some photo of the week. in random.

celebrated ATYKAH birthday at vivo.
you getting older!

the steam face =X

not much to upload actually. cox i got alot of problem.
okay let me continue my random shot..

that little baby so cute. i mean the overall.. with that pink walker/babypram?
cool shit!

that girl a friend of mine
look as if she PREGNANT! haha. GEMOK!

wahyudi the busok face..

vote which is the best..

#2

#3

k uh.. till here. no mood to upload anymore photo.. next time k guys?.
haha
tata..

2008-05-04T01:58:00.000+08:00

hais. tiring moody week! diaoz
okay first of all. i got very interesting photo taken this week.
and i DIE DIE DIE DIE want to PROMOTE it. hahaha.

so yea. let the picture do the talking.

#1 picture! hahahaha. JOANNA BUSUK!!!!. hahaha. opps
(she cried she laugh, i dont know it tears of joy or what. :S)

#2 KAI! big mouth that can fit in whole of TUBA MOUTHPIECE!
(just the front =]. but still OMG! BJ too much opppss)

#3 azmi got a haircut. a MATREP haircut.
(seriously i regret getting this haircut from that saloon)
*PS: dont ever go to Lion City Hotel the saloon. SUCKS big FUCK!*

#4 That's NUM BITCH!
(seriously, Gab's friend tot im a NUM worker, so i just go with the flow)

#5 first ever photo with NYSA!!!!!!
(cool dudette, to camwhore with haha. FIRST TIME with her. lol)

#6 BOUGHT A BRAZILIANO PRAIA!
(atlast -.-)

#7 FUN time over at his place! wooooo
(both face smelly, gab's still look cute. LOL!)

#8 i want that hair back!
(growing and taking care)

#9 he say kaya is KAKAYA! hahaha
(so cute-ing! *yucks* lol)

#10 Kai the EBbbel *evil*
(step mom soo ebbel! =p haha)

okay thats all

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EEEEEEE NUM worker so bloddy rude la! NO MANNERS!.
omg dunno where's their customer service. HAIZ!

Gabriel on the 2 may.
bird shit drop on his hair!! hahaha
last time he laughed at ping kee.
now we laughed at him. hahah. poor guy. hahaha.
but i also kana, but i didnt realise the shit was on my bag -.-

i've tawn outside for like 4 bloodly night!! damn tired!!
since wednesday night till now? mayb still continue-ing.
dont ask why. mind ur own business.
hais hais. money running out. not gaining. hais
what to do? what to do?.

PLUS.
ANNOUCEMENT!!!! THAT GUY WHO PLAY EUPHO IS NOT MY BROTHER!!!!
IM MORE BETTER LOOKING OKAY!!! MY HAIR NICER LOR!!!
EEEEEE SOOOOO IRRITATING!!!!! ARGGHHH!! damn u guys.

done

TALK TO ME, DON'T TALK TO HIM!

2008-04-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANIM

when for hanim birthday party in the park.
weather damn hot la. till i just go to cold storage and get tanning lotion.
so boliao. haha.

so yea, take lots lots lots of photo. haha
but all like the same like dat. haha

so i just upload. u guys see by the picture and understand.
very very tired. so yea.

PHOTO ARRANGED IN RANDOM MANNER

from what i see, its like not a party, cox mostly is my photo. HAHA!

get hold with new cam! haha

the shirt given by PUTERI SARAH! IMY!!!!!!!!

color very nice nice! haha.

this one VERY NICE LA! the background color all. i lliiiooke!

haha! i spy you!

the three bimbo's and a dude

ICE KACHANG PARTNER! HANIZZZZZZZZZZZ

party in the park. love the balloon outside.HAHA!

so random. -..-"

nothing better to do. haha

the face smelly! hah!

WOW! this is nice too! haha light stick.

two favourite pic!

helium time! one by one the voice sooooooooo !#%$@Q^

i drank it. a beer. ROOT BEER.

hanim hope you like the little party. haha.
sorry to make u pure white. haha. but fun.
lucky i not enough money to buy hershey syrup. if not u die. haha.

to someone: im sorry, i've betrayed your promise. this time i really promise i wont do it again. i promise. i will show it to you. give me last chance please.

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everybody is like so into this person. without this person like cannot live like that. ARGHH!
go flirt others around la bitch! Fall-EN in love liao RIGHT!
usually, people who is too religious, is the one who become most havoc.
as seen malay people. those people who go "madrasah" mostly all
change and become MATREP and MINAH.
you guys learned what's wrong and right. still in public do such stuff.
NO SHAME issit?
i fuckingly hate to be in this race! I WANT CONVERT!!!!!!!!
so embarrasing!!!

2008-04-27T08:42:00.000+08:00

this week damn boring! not my week.
haiya haiya haiya.

friday when for band practice.
haha. fun fun.
got laught alot. not bad uh. then "rest"
camWHORE. then pack. dismiss. dinner. home.

pfft! cannot make it.

SSSHHHEEEENNNAAA! and i woot

shahidah and i

that's friday.

hmm saturday.
morning when for breakfast.
head to band with stomach pain. omg la.
den go toilet. isabell tot i eat eat eat.
but i making chocolate cake can?
then new intake come.
WEIBING! hahaha new tuba player. haha.
quite scary, cox keep staring at me. but okay la he. friendly.
not as what i see. haha. =X
den sectional. full band dismiss.
go to sembawang, for lunch, then to the flea market.
cheap stuff. bought a magazine at 50cent -..-"
then when in the haunted house. okay la. not dat scary.

ps: sorry haniz for the mood swing, really fuck up with everything.
sorry.

then head to sembawang head the track decided to go back changi airport.
but slow talk, hit me back to woodland.
so yea, when to the park. sat down.

den dinner. home.

nice nice . but scary =/

Morning at cheers, reading magazine

done so bored la. hais

2008-04-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

LIKE A STAR LIKE A STAR

@_@

ROBOTS
Drawn okay!

2008-04-24T09:23:00.000+08:00

blog getting boring.

this few days stop snapping photo anyhow. hais. sian.

sorry for no photo updates. but soon will be back.

so yea.

yesterday 23rd april. DAY WAS SUCH SUCKY.

go school in the morning. take mrt, i slept till RAFFLES! omg la. miss city hall.

den yea reach school early, 735, EIGHT 8 o'clock start.. so when out back to get hot milo.

den come back school 820. EIGHT TWENTY. FUCKING TEACHER stil haven come.

845 then she come. kana scream from me.

teacher come~

azmi: what kind of teacher are you always come for lesson late?.

teacher: quiet

azmi: you dont suit to be a teacher la. lazy teach den dun teach. always come late. PRINCESS ISSIT?.

azmi: if 10 min late nvm la, FOURTY FIVE MIN sia. gonna complain to section head already.

teacher: don be such a big mouth.

azmi: big mouth? this is not the first time oso. ALOT of time.

my day was already bad.

so i didnt enjoy much of my day.

dismiss early. when to meet daffy, atty, helly, shaffy. had my lunch (4.30pm)

den dinner (9.00pm)

we wen home at 8 plus. i den loiter myself.

den kana hit by bicycle la. badly.

hurt my back. bleed. i got no mood to scold. just heck care.

so yea head back home. wash up.

the wound damn pain la. silent scream in the toilet -..-

den yea. like dat only.

not a great day at all.

2008-04-18T19:48:00.000+08:00

i want watch

FUNNY GAMES

RUN PAPA RUN

THE HOTTIE AND THE NOTTIE
but everyone is too happy with own stuff.

2008-04-18T18:24:00.000+08:00

my mood - nowadays easy to flung.

cox of some reason. that drag me.

i still cant accept. but i try to accept it slowly.

so be nice to me and i promise i will in return.

ite life again. hais.

my campus now, getting more matrep and beng.

minah's getting my way. fuck off. not my type.

just bored. no mood to go to school this few days.

tmr going for band. driving after dat. hais.

im waiting for someone to really suprise me.

hais.....

everybody around me getting good news and happy about it.

im wayyyy tooooo far from them. nothing comes my way. hais.

still waiting.....

2008-04-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

hate people who follow others without using their brain to think!

this person say, that person follow.

just like a DOG, this one bark the other oso bark.

this two bark, later whole group bark.

like what the hell.

come on eh, if not happy or dont like say out to the face.

no need go hide behind then talk.

GOSSIP about others. mind your own business uh.

lucky you, im under control by someone.

and stop eye-ing on us.

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!

F-U-C-K-E-R

if you guys want to seperate us, come infront of us then say.

no need to go one big round to seperate us.

testing me issit? test more uh,

we just giving you guys chance la.

worst actor and actresses of all.

body act, FACIAL EXPRESSION show.

STOOOOOOOPID!

you think taking photo with her and uploading with her i care issit?

please la. she tell me what, i oso know.

so no need to make me jealous or what.

among all photo you take with, upload photo with her?

obviously testing me right. chibai.

come on la shoot at our face.

we are tired of your acting.

what?! not happy?! COME UH!

2008-04-10T18:21:00.000+08:00

haiz. nothing exciting will ever happen to me again. sad.
today, spend my day at AMK library. alone. studying. bored!
ask someone along, dun want come, when i busy then want ask me out.
whatever la uh. give up on you already.

im stressed, fed up, sad.
waiting for someone to really like cheer me up or something.
yesterday something happen.
and it stopped half way.
im still hanging. i hope to continue or do it again.
hais.